The things I do to get to you

Chapter 59

(I'm writing a new book too about Nick Austin so if you want to check it out pls do. When I upload it of course 😳👉👈)

Y/n's pov:

We went back home and me and Nick went straight to my room so he can help me pick out a nice dress to show off at dinner today. It kind of made me forget about stuff. By the time I was done getting ready the others have already went to the dinner place without me and Nick. We were looking fire as we went into Nick's car and drove to our destination.

We arrived as we saw everyone in a group probably waiting for us. And then the Hfg with his camera. We locked the car and walked out main a nice entrance. I was watching as they turned around to face us all looking surprised. " you look gorgeous babe" Blake whispered in my ear. "thank you kind sir" I said in a funny way. " Bitch you slaying" Nikita said. I laughed as Alex came up to me. " hey we still have some time before our reservation so do you want to come with me to the Hfg ? I started a rumor about me" he said excited " omg I saw! let's go" Me and Alex ran to the Hollywood fix guy with his camera "wait I wanna go too!" Blake said." hey what's up man" said Alex. " hello" Me and Blake said. " You guys look fire man". "Any drama?" Alex asked hoping for his. " yeah man some people say you were in the ninja turtles movie? " , "yeah i was the pizza delivery man" Alex said very exited. Of course it was not true but that's what made it funny.

" And you Y/n. Some people talk about the video on Josh's tea tok where you and Blake where hugging, he was spinning you around and you said something about it, the fans wanna know are you and Blake dating. Blake just smirked at the camera, I instantly knew he wants to tease the fans. I smirked too. " the fans wanna know man?" I looked at Blake bit my lip and then back at the camera " No comment" I said all smiley. " Thank you but we have to go now" Alex said as we walked back.

We went in and took a seat. I was sitting between nick and Blake and across me was unluckily Ryland. Through out the dinner I was voiding to make any eye contact. " Y/n can I talk to you for a second? It's gonna be quick I promise" Ryland said. I saw in the corner of my Eye Blake clenched his jaw while Nick gave Ryland a ' What the fuck?' look. " Make it quick I said as I walked outside in the back of the dinner.

"What's up with you? Why are you ignoring me all of a sudden?" Ryland said with annoyance in his voice. " me acting weird when you cut me off telling me to fucking leave you alone. You are a real jerk!" I said slowly raising my voice. " I HAVE LITERALLY NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT" Ryland said. " YOU KNOW WHAT I AM NOT GONNA DEAL WITH THIS, YOU SEND YOUR MESSAGE AND I SAW IT AND BLAKE SAW IT TOO SO STOP PLAYING STUPID" I said. " YOU ALWAYS IGNORE ALL THE ARGUMENTS. NO Y/N YOU ARE NOT GONNA GO IN THIS ONE-" I slapped Ryland because I was mad. " You've already hurt me enough. not only with the message but other thing you said. I am depressed because of you and the only one who noticed was Nick. I have all the rights to avoid an argument that you started so now excuse me I need to go"

I ran in he bathroom. " I FUCKING HATE LIFE" I screamed. " Are you okay? open the door please" It was a calm voice or rather more than one voice. I opened the door to see all the girls. " I hate life" , " it's okay beb we are here you can tell us what happened" Charli said. " today it's gonna be a girls night, no boys no worries" Kouver said. We all went back to see the food was already on the table. Everyone sat back to their seats and ate. Everyone was talking except me and Ryland. We were dead silent, Ryland seemed skeptical but I didn't care.

1 month later:

The people that know about my depression are very supportive and I am getting better every other day. Ryland broke up with Charly because of two reasons 1. Because he found out she was a gold digger and 2. I don't know the other reason. I don't think many people know tho. Me and Ryland haven't even said one word since that day on dinner and as for me and Blake. We decided to keep our relationship on the low. It was already evening when Blake and Nick bursed through my door. "we are going partyyyy" said Blake. "so get dressed and let's go have fun" Nick continued. I got them out of my room and called all of the girls to come in my room to change together. We got ready and while everyone was going out Nick held me back from the others "I have to tell you something important" he said "what is it?" I replied "the text you got that night was not from Ryland. It was from Charly" nick said "how didn't I think about it. I had a fight with him for that bitch. Ugh it's fine he hates me now so where's the point. Let's go". We Drove to a disco place that the party was located. It had karaoke and there were all of our friends that were influencers. We were all having so much fun.

It was now to the karaoke part and many people signed up for it. I was just sitting on Blake's lap listening to everyone. And it came to the last person "And now one last person. They prefer to stay anonymous till the end of the song. This is for a girl that I really love but I hurt deeply and I'm sorry they said." The melody started playing and a very nice voice was heard. It was a guy a d he was a really good singer.

??? :I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go
I knew I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

I'll wake you up with some
Breakfast in bed
I'll bring you coffee
With a kiss on your head
And I'll take the kids to school
Wave them goodbye
And I'll thank my lucky stars
For that night

When you looked over your shoulder
For a minute I forget that I'm older
I wanna dance with you right now, oh
And you look as beautiful as ever
And I swear that every day you'll get better
You make me feel this way somehow

I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so far, my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
'Cause you were always there for me
When I needed you most

I'm gonna love you 'til
My lungs give out
I promise 'til death we part
Like in our vows
So I wrote this song for you
Now everybody knows
That it's just you and me
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go
Oh, just say you won't let go

The song finished and everyone clapped I was seriously amazed by that voice and it kind of seemed familiar. The curtain opened to reveal Ryland standing there. His face was red and he looked over at me and gave me a rather sympathetic smile. Me heart skipped a beat as I realized that he knew that was my favorite song but Blake knew it too "can we talk in a room alone?" Blake said in a serious tone. "sure" I said. I got off of him and he took my hand and went in a bedroom closing the door behind us.

"what's u-" I was cut off by Blake giving me a kiss. It was comforting like the one he gave me the night of the Bahamas. But that's why it concerned me because it felt like that. Blake then pulled away "look Y/n I'm sorry but I know for a fact that you and Ryland will be good for each other. You might not see it now but you have to at least solve your problems. I know he's gonna be in your life for a while and the love you guys had for each other and the things you guys did to get to each other are amazing and I can't compete to that. I still love you with all my heart and I'm going to be here for you but now you need to go after Ryland. You can just let something that powerful go like it is nothing. Go and I'll be here. " Blake smiled at me as I was sitting there speechless with a tear down my eye. I embraced Blake into the biggest hug I could give to anyone and he told me to go.