The things I do to get to you

Chapter 35

Ryland's pov:

After the photo shoot I came up the perfect idea but I needed Nick's help. I went to find him and He was sitting by Y/n, great.

Ryland: He man, Can I talk to you for a second?

Nick: You have explaining to do.

I nodded in response as we went up to my room. I looked the door behind me and I sat on my bead while he was sitting on my gaming chair. I was about to peak when Nick cut me off.

Nick: Bro why were you so harsh to y/n?

Ryland: That's what I wanted to talk to you about..... I feel like a jerk.

Nick: As you should. What's your side of the story.

Ryland: So last night when you guys arrived I was already kind of drunk. Then a girl came next to me and she seemed nice at first but then she started making out with me but I didn't kiss back because there was something bothering me. I felt guilty because I didn't pull her off of me either so there Is no excuse in that. Then when We were playing and everyone was cheering for Josh that was giving a hickey at Y/n I kind of felt uneasy but that's when I'm scared I will mess our friendship...................

Nick: Dude there is literally nothing that can ruin our friendship, so say it.

Ryland: Y/n........

Nick: Y/n what?

Ryland: When I felt uneasy I realized that I had fallen for Y/n hard. I am so in love with her I couldn't admit it to myself. It was her all along that I wanted. Just her presence in the room makes me happier. Her smile can light up everyone's mood. The way she looked today amazed me. Her blue eyes? , oh I could get lost in them all day. When her hair falls just a little bit under her shoulders and curls in the end. Or when she makes sure everyone is happy with everyone even tho she might not be. Everyday she just gets prettier and prettier and the fact that she doesn't let any hate to get to her is just amazing. I am simping more that griffin. And I feel like a complete jerk because of my fucking anger issues. I couldn't get over the fact that someone gave her a hickey and my anger took over my words and I told her I hate her but how can I ? She is literally perfect and a part of me wishes that I was the one giving her that Hickey.

At this point I had tears from my eyes. I chuckled as I wiped my tears with my sleeve. I was sounding so stupid and Nick was shocked but with a smile on his face.

Nick: That was the most amazing thing I have heard. And cheesy but I think you should make up with her.

Ryland: I have already thought of that and I need your help.

Nick: I'm in for everything

Ryland: I was thinking maybe buy her some stuff everyday like flowers and chocolate and write nice stuff anonymously and in real life not talk to her for some time. I know it will hurt me not talking to her but then I will reveal myself and hopefully everything goes well.

Nick: That's so romantic i'm going to actually cry. What should your anonymous name be though?

Ryland: something that doesn't give me away easily

Nick: How about 'unexpected' . This way you can war one of the guys hoodies that say unexpected day per day. And I will tell some of the boys and girls to wear them too so it doesn't give you away.

Ryland: Thank you so much bro

We then went downstairs to the others as I was searching to find Someone to hang out with.

Y/n's pov:

As i saw Ryland and Nick going upstairs to what i assume was Ryland's room i went Into mine and Nick's room. I really liked Ryland and I felt like it was my fault. I started having flashbacks from all the good times I had with Ryland while i was in my comatose stage.