shinobu + giyuu oneshots

˚✧⁎ ⁺˳✧༚ somebody to you ⁎⁺˳✧༚˚✧

a/n: This is inspired by the song 'Somebody to You' by The Vamps. I actually stumbled on this song while watching Masamune-kun no Revenge edits on youtube a few years ago. I really love Masamune-kun no Revenge, such a good anime and manga for sure. I've been getting inspo from songs really often lol. 

 There was a clinic near the Police headquarters where all the policemen would go to get injuries healed and checkups. I didn't go often because I was careful to not get hurt. I had 2 kids living with me that I needed to take care of.  

One day I had gotten hurt while in a shoot down with an infamous killer. Thankfully he was shot a died, but not without stabbing me on the shoulder leaving a deep cut. I was told to go to the clinic to get it treated, if it was something I could handle on my own I wouldn't even think about going, but Ubuyahiki-sama told me to. 

When I entered the clinic, I took note of the very traditional format. Everything was wood, it felt like it came straight out of the Taisho Period. One of the head nurses led me to the head doctor. She slid the door open, "Dr. Kocho, Tomioka Giyu is here to for you to check a stab wound. He's been sent from Ubuyashiki-sama." From behind the doors I heard a "Ah, yes please bring him in." 

Aoi slid open the door and there sitting on the chair was the most beautiful women I'd ever seen. She caught my eye immediately, her purple ends and eyes were so beautiful. She gave me the feeling of a lightning strike. "Sit down" and so I did, I couldn't even talk, I was stunned at the woman in front of me. 

And that's how it started, I was in love with Dr. Kocho. Usually I was a cold, stone faced person, but every time I look at her I just don't care. All I wanna be is somebody to her, even if it's just a friend. I'd wake up each day trying to figure out a way to see her face. I'd started going to the clinic a lot more, so much so that the I called the nurses by their first name. 

"Can I get Shinobu please Aoi-san?" She looked annoyed, but okay at the same time. "You know you're stupid right?" "Why?" "Just ask Shinobu-sama out already." I stopped and looked at her, she knew? "Stop with that face, it's literally so obvious you like her, gosh both are you are so stupid sometimes."  She muttered under her breathe. "What do you mean?" She just rolled her eyes and said "nothing."

"Shinobu-sama, Giyu-san is here to see you," Aoi slid the door and just left after saying that, not even waiting for her reply. Shinobu was just sitting there as usual, but looked shock by Aoi's action. "O-oh Giyu sit d-down." Her smiled was breathtaking. "What happened this time?" "Bumped my head while training and now my head hurts." She leaned so close to me that we were just inches away from each other. She was looking at my head while applying some ointment. "How did you even manage to get such a small injury?" "I wasn't paying attention and Rengoku hit me during training." "Be more careful." Her giggle was something I couldn't get enough of.

Every hair strand was perfect, there wasn't something I didn't love about her. "I just wanna be somebody to you..." She looked up at me and eyes wide. "What did you just say?" "It's nothing." "Just tell me please." "Seriously it's nothing." "Giyu, just tell me, please I wanna know."

She gave me these eyes, they were begging and pleading for me to tell her. What should I do, tell her and risk the chance of her hating me? In that moment I took a leap of faith. 

"I just wanna be somebody to you..." She just stared at me, red creeping onto her cheeks and even her ears, she looked so adorable. At the same time I was scared, she wasn't saying anything, was this a sign or rejection? The silence was killing me. "Sorry for telling you, I'll be leaving now." I got up and left the clinic.

I blew it, how could I face her now that she knows how I feel about her. I couldn't go back there anymore, it would be too painful and awkward for her and me. I was really careful not to get hurt so I wouldn't be sent to her, but every time I got an injury, I'd treat it myself. 

There were times where I wanted to say 'hi', but how could I? It wasn't right of me to drop that onto her, I never had a chance with a girl on her beauty, I'm just a nobody in comparison. There was no way I could heal from this, I could never love someone as much as I loved Shinobu. This was awful, I wanted to see her so much, but it wasn't fair of me.

I'd walk past her clinic at times, sometimes I'd even just stop and stare at the small building, I always had to shake myself out of my urge to go in. The more I'd distance myself away, the more I just wanted an interaction, even if it was just bumping into each other on the way somewhere. 

I tried using dating apps, but they all ended on the short side. The first girl always smiled and was sweet, but didn't have the fun teasing part that I loved so much. The next talked about how she was a nursing student and was currently getting her masters in pre-med, but other than that she lacked a personality. This continued time and time again, these small "dates" could not live up to the 20 minutes I'd get with Shinobu when she was treating me. I might as well die a lonely and sad man.

All that swarmed my mind was her, I loved her so much. I really just wanted to be somebody to her...anybody.

I'd dream of moments where she'd laugh at my injuries or when she'd talk about her sisters. Little moments of joy that made my year honestly. I always had to face the reality that I would never be able to call her mine, if I only realized the 0% chance I had from the beginning than maybe I wouldn't feel so miserable.

I left my apartment to get some groceries, maybe cooking some salmon daikon would cheer up my mood. I walked a bit before realizing my feet took me in front of the clinic, it was night and it was probably closed, so I took my time to look at the darkness. 

I don't know how long I stayed there, but I noticed the front door start to open and Shinobu came out from the other side. I felt like I couldn't move as I just watched her lock the door. When she finally looked up at me with surprised eyes, that's when I got out of my trance and just started to run away. I'm so stupid, why did I just stand there, she's gonna think I'm a creep or something.  

In the midst of my thoughts I felt something tugging on my arm, I turned and saw her pulling on my jacket. "Stop, please..." I stopped and turned to her. She was bent over, her hands on her knees trying to catch her breath. "Please....stop.....running....away....me" She was panting while trying to tell me. "Sorry, Shinobu, but I can't do that." She looked up at me, "WHAT WERE YOU GONNA DO, NEVER SEE ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE?" "If that's what makes you happy then, I'd do it I just randomly told you my feelings like a weirdo." She just looked and then laughed at me. "I think you have something mixed up" She put one of her hands against my the side of my face "when you said you wanted to be somebody to me, I didn't answer because I was so shocked, but even more than that happy." 

"But I'm just a nobody-" She shut my mouth with hers mid sentence. Was this a kiss, a kiss with Kocho Shinobu? Her lips were so soft and sweet. It was like a drug and I couldn't get enough of it. When she pulled back, I could feel the heat concentrating in my face. "All I wanna be is somebody to you." Her lips were formed in a smile, one I've never seen, she looked so mesmerizing, so perfect, so...her. "Really? But I'm just a-" She silenced me again with a quick peck on my lips. Was this real life, did she willing kiss me twice? "Stop saying that, you're not a nobody, not a loner, not a weirdo, stop it. I love you just the way you are. Would you change anything about me?" "No, you're the most perfect, beautiful women I've ever had the pleasure to lay eyes on." Her face got flushed, "That's who you are to me, you're perfect, you're the one for me." "Are you sure?" "Yes, I don't think I've been so sure  of anything in my life." 

One of my arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her in, while the other arm was holding her chin up towards me. I leaned in a sealed our lips shut, she was shocked at first, but together we embraced our first kiss as lovers with bliss. If there were angels on Earth, then Shinobu was one of them. The most beautiful and sweet women to ever walk it. Out of everyone, she choose me, I will never have another miracle like this ever again. I will never feel the joy I feel even over a hundred lifetimes ever again. I couldn't believe she was mine, I finally became somebody to her.

a/n: I don't know why the end just disappeared like that, and I know the 1st time I wrote it was better and I'm sorry. I wish I could explain what happened, but I can't. The last 300 words didn't show up on both phone or laptop, so here's a shitter version of the original. Be careful of social media right now because the kpop gore fancams are disturbing. I've been having a hard time writing because honestly I don't want people to think this is worse, bit it is. Anyways I'm still going through a bad time, I want to die, and starve myself, but I'll get better promise. Always sending love from me to you!

-云婷 <3