Dear Vic,
I was watching a movie the other day and I heard a person say,
"we don't let go by holding on."
I realized I've been holding on to the idea that I mean more to you then just your friend.
So I decided I'll write to you and let it all out that way I don't have to carry my feelings towards you around constantly.
So this is my first day.
You'll probably never see this journal but maybe after I'm gone and you come to my apartment to clean out all my junk because my parents didn't have the heart to.
Maybe then you'll find it.
So welcome to my thoughts.
Sorry they're not so welcoming.
YOU ARE READING
Deadly tendencies (fuenciado)
FanfictionVic, i'm writing to you even though i know you'll never read it. i love you and i just want it to be enough. Trigger warning: self harm and blood
