Three Years A Nick Jonas Story (Book One)

Chapter 15

Shay's POV

Once I woke up I found Nick was gone. I figured he probably went to Des's apartment. I scooted up in his bed and turned on his tv. As I was flipping through the channels, something caught my eye. Out of all things, why was Jonas L.A. on? I mean, they stopped playing that show years ago. It was near the end of the final episode. Stella was just about to leave on a plane until Joe showed. As they were talking I couldn't make out what they were saying. My eyes were infatuated on Joe. I studied the way he looked at her. How he was standing once he grabbed her face and pulled into a kiss. Things shouldn't be like this. I never should've kissed Nick. Joe and I should not of broken up. Can I really trust him again? The only person I could trust is Nick. But after what happened today I wasn't so sure anymore. For once while I've been in this friendship with the boys. I felt alone. I could feel myself going back to the small town I used to live in. Laying in my bed staring out the window wondering why no one has called. No one came to say hi and no one seemed to care. The emptiness I once felt returned again. This time it was 10x's heavier. 10x's the weight. I noticed I had the tv on pause durning Joe's and Stella's kiss. I turned it off and grabbed my phone. As I was staring at Nick's contact. I started questioning myself if I should really call him. I hate being alone though. Being alone causes me to think. And once I start thinking their's no going back. I pressed his number and waited silently for a voice. The voice I got wasn't the voice I wanted to hear. I hung up the phone since I hate leaving voicemails. As I went to put my phone down I saw Nick calling me back. I picked up the phone.

"Hello?" I asked. I knew it was him. Why did I ask 'hello?'

"Hey, is everything alright? Sorry I missed your call. I'm babysitting you know who well Des went out with some friends."

"Oh? How's he doing?" I didn't want to hear the answer to that. It's either going to be good or bad. I knew both ways it'll hurt just as much.

"Um, to be honest he's kinda a mess right now. We haven't been able to get him to eat or anything. He's been laying on the couch with a bloody towel over his head." I knew it was going to hurt. Look what I'd done to him. He deserved it though, or maybe he didn't.

"Wait, a bloody towel over his face? What did your girlfriend do? Beat the crap outta him?" Nick laughed.

"That's what I said." Hearing him laugh made me smile. I then heard a voice in the background.

"Dude, your laughing is giving me a headache. Could you take it elsewhere?" Joe asked. I heard Nick sigh in the phone.

"Would you like to talk to him? I've been hearing this crap all day and it's really depressing me out." I hesitated before answering. Do I really want to talk to him? Do I really want to hear his side of the story? But from the sound of Nick's voice I knew he was dying.

"Yes, I actually would." I heard fumbling around and Joe's voice.

"No I don't want to talk to her....I don't care.....Ouch! Okay, okay I'll talk to her. Your such a little shit head, you know that?" I chuckled a little bit. That's our Nick.

"Hey, Nick insisted that I talked to you."

"I know, I heard it."

"So what is it that you want to talk about? If it's you yelling at me, then I don't want to hear it."

"Don't worry, I'm not going to yell at you. I called to hear your side of the story." The other end of the line got quite.

"I didn't kiss her back. I fought back with all I could. She had me trapped. I didn't enjoy one ounce of it. I was actually disgusted. While it happened all that was in my mind was you. I prayed that you didn't see it. By the time you threw her off. I knew it was already to late. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean for any of this to happen." I held my breath.

"Is this true Nick?" I asked.

"Yeah it's true. My brother is in love with you. No one meant anything to happen. It was all a misunderstanding," was what I heard Nick say. What I've I had done? I may of just ruined everything. What am I suppose to do now?

"I forgive you Joe. But I have to think all this over. Nick may I stay at your place? After I got a quick 'yes' from Nick I hung up the phone. I forgive Joe and wish I could back to being his. But these feelings I now have for Nick. I love Joe with all heart. But I think I'm falling in love with Nick.