Three Years A Nick Jonas Story (Book One)

Chapter 16

Nick's POV

I stared at this girl laying in my bed. I kept staring because I didn't want to look away.

"Nick? Are you okay?" A voice asked behind me. I looked up and saw Desiree walking in front of me. I quickly looked at the ground.
"Nick?" She asked once more placing her hand on my shoulder. I got out of my seat and went to leave. I ran into the side of the door as I rushed out not saying a word.

Des POV

What the hell is going on with Nick? He's been acting real strange lately. As I was about to close the door to leave. I noticed Nick's broken guitar on the floor. It was almost broken in half. Something happened between him and Shay.

Nick's POV

I stared at the wall until my view was blocked by Desiree. She held up my broken guitar.

"Care to explain about this?" She asked. What the hell did I do to that poor thing? As I thought back I remembered stepping on it while I was kissing Shay. I just hadn't noticed until Des brought it up. Literally. I still couldn't find it in me to answer her. I could tell she was getting irritated by me.
"Look Nick, if you're not going to tell me what happened between you two. Then that's fine, but don't sit there ignoring me. I just want to know the truth." The truth? The truth is I don't know. I'm not sure at all to be perfectly honest. I think I may of entered this relationship to soon. Before everything happened I was going to ask Shay to be my girlfriend. That was three years ago. I barely just met Des. Yet I've known Shay almost all my life. I know everything about her. From her dislikes and fears. To what makes her smile the most. If I leave Des then that's going to be three broken hearts. Unless I screw things over. Then that'll make four. What a miserable bunch of friends we are. I realized minutes of passed and I still hadn't answered Des's question. I don't even remember what it was.

"Um, what was the question?" I asked glancing at her. Her nostrils flared as if her face was about to explode.

"Are you kidding me right now?" I shrugged my shoulders then continued to look at the ground.
"Wow, I can't believe you. I think you just gave me the answer. You're in love with her aren't you?" That question sent chills down my spine.
"Answer the question Nick. You're in love Shay?" I still didn't answer.
"Answer the fucking question! You're in love with-!"

"Shannon! Yes, I'm in love with Shannon! Would you like me to scream it out to the world now!" I cried. As I shouted out I noticed her standing within the hallway. The look on her face was as if she just saw her parents yelling at each other. My eyes fell onto the ground. Desiree threw her arms up in air.

"I'm so done with all shit. You guys are really messed up, you know that? Nick in case you haven't had noticed we're done." After she said that she was gone. I felt nothing. Her words didn't cut me. I had no urge to run after her. I felt nothing. Shay then sat beside me on the couch.

"Is it true?" She asked. I lifted my head up to at look her.
"Is it true that your in love with me?" I looked her straight in the eyes and kissed her cold soft lips.