Three Years A Nick Jonas Story (Book One)

Chapter 13

Shay's POV

As we both walked into Nick's apartment, I went straight to the couch. I flopped down head first and let out a loud groan. Nick walked over and lifted my head up before sitting down. He placed it on his lap and started to stroke my hair. I can't believe today. It felt as if I've been stabbed multiple times in the heart. My heart, it was already broken enough before Joe shattered it. As I laid there with my eyes shut. I could see the pieces that were trying to hang on lose they're grasp and fall. They fell down... down, until I couldn't tell where they had gone. I sighed as I tried to shake this pain away. Nick moved his hand to my back.

"Do you need anything?" He softly asked. It was almost a whisper. I mumbled into his leg. He sighed and started rubbing my back. "Why don't you get some sleep?" Before I could answer he picked me up and carried me to his room. He pulled his sheets down and placed me on his bed. After he pulled them back onto me, he grabbed his guitar. Once he sat down beside me, I noticed he had grabbed his broken one. How ironic isn't it? Before I knew it he begun to strum away.

"Hold me down under water
You know well that I can't swim
I'm not trying to be a martyr
Know that I won't let you in
Safe and warm inside myself
But you mean more than someone else

You need space
You need time
You'll take yours and I'll take mine
Come closer so I can be the one to push
It's not me
It's just you
And it doesn't mean shit when it falls through
Come closer so I can be the one to" Before I knew it his lips were on mine. As much as I wanted to break that kiss, I couldn't. He dropped his guitar then came on top of me and shoved his tongue in my mouth. I heard the crunch of wood and strings breaking. I opened and did the same to him. What am I doing? I shouldn't be doing this. As soon as Nick's shirt came off all my thoughts had disappeared. I shoved myself onto him until I was hovering over him. I began to kiss his chest as he moaned loudly. He then reached down to remove my shirt. Stop it Shannon, stop it. Stop him from going any further. But he's so damn sexy. I helped him take off my shirt and I straddled his waist. He started a trail of kisses from my belly button; to my chest, my neck and then my lips. I grasp the small amount of hair that was upon his head. Oh my God he is killing me right now. No wonder all his girlfriends are crazy over him. Wait, his girlfriend! I stopped abruptly and jumped off the bed grabbing my clothes. Nick looked at me wide eyed. I think he to realized what were just doing. I quickly put my shirt on and looked at him. I can see the guilt roaming in his eyes.

"I'm.. I'm so sorry. This never should've happened," Nick stuttered looking down. I took in some deep breaths.

"Nick, we can't tell anyone about this," I said handing him his shirt. He placed it on and stood up to give me a hug. As we hugged I felt the feelings I once had for Nick coming back.