Bad Boy Espinosa

chapter 7

I'm awoken by a gentle kiss to my forehead. I move around and grumble "what time is it?"

"9:00" Matt replied

"MATT! What about school" I yelled

"I thought you were done being a good girl?"

"I am but why are we not going" I sighed

"Well why not go do something today that's actually fun?" He cocked up and eyebrow

"Like..." I asked hoping he'd get the hint and continue

"The boardwalk! It has a farriswheel, ice cream, a couple of rides, ice cream oh and uh ice cream" he said excitedly

I laughed "sure why not"

_____at the boardwalk_____

"What to do first?" He asked

"How about we do the roll or coaster then the kiddy rides and finish up the day with food?" I suggest

"Ok come on then!" He yells and pulls me to the ride which was about a ten minute wait

The intire wait was really boring Matt barely payed any attention to me he just looked at girls butts while the walked past. We were finally at the entrance of the ride. We got on and the workers came to buckle us up. Once they were done Matt layed his hand on my thigh I moved it away because it was annoying. He gave me a glare and started screaming as the ride took off. The ride wasn't as fun as I was hoping, just a couple loops and a tiny hill. We got off and Matt tried to grab my hand. I refused and walked to the bathroom. Of course he followed and slammed the door shut "what the fuck mar why are you mad at me?" I scoffed

"You came here with ME Matt." I infasized

"Well duh" he smirked and put his hands on my hips I forcefully took them off, he slapped me right across the face. I couldn't believe it, I thought that shit was done... Guess not. "You're being such a bitch today" he said and walked out.

A tear excaped my eye. I slowly walked backward until I hit the wall and slid down. I cried in my knees. He shouldn't fucking treat me like this. I got up with sudden confidence and ran to find matt. I saw him kissing some girl. I pulled her off of him. I slapped him so hard it hurt my hand. It felt amazing getting back at him. "You are a complete asshole Matthew!" I screamed "don't ever talk to me again" he shrugged and kissed the girl again. As much as I hate admit it that killed me on the inside.

I grabbed his keys that were in the bench and got in his car and drove to matts.

It was now 1:37 and the only thing running through my mind was matt. Although he was a complete douche today I still wanted him back, I still had hope in him what this hope was, i wasn't sure. I just can't not talk to him.

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I'm not entirely sure why I didn't go home, maybe because he still needed his own car and didn't know where I lived or just because I didn't want to go home. I was laying down in matt's bed snuggling into his comforter. The door opened and there stood an angry matt.

"Get the fuck out of my house right now marina!" He screamed.

"Matt please I can't go home my dad will kill me." I pleaded.

He came over to me and picked me up I was over his shoulder repeated beating on his back. He walked across the hall to Kristen's room he threw me on the bed on left. I was so angry. God! He does what ever the fuck he wants and no one cares.

After about an hour I got up and headed back to his room. He was asleep, I climbed in bed with him, he wrapped his arm around me. "Why do you always come back?" He mumbled

"I don't know and I probably shouldn't" I said knowing it was a bad idea to have any sort of relationship with an abusive guy. But matt, he's like a drug that I can't stop taking. I have to be next to him. Whether he hurts me or not I know somewhere deep down that he doesn't actually mean to.

"Then don't" he becoming angry

"Calm down matt god." I snapped

"Me! Your the one who flipped because I kissed some girl. News flash mar I'm not your boyfriend!"

I unraveled myself from him and left.