Fate brought us together...and pulled us apart //Jackson Yi Y.Y.Q.X//

Chap 16

Jackson POV

Jackson watched Sam and Ben walking away from him, leaving him alone at the school entrance. He felt an emotion that he couldn't recognize. He was angry with Sam for just making a new friend, almost as if he never existed. He was afraid that she wouldn't ever talk to him again. He was mad at himself for just leaving suddenly, giving them the opportunity to become so close.

He walked slowly back to his dorm deep in thought. Although it was his last resort, he decided to text TFboys.

I know you guys have no romance experience but I have a hypothetical question for you guys - Jackson

Wait hold on. I don't know about Karry but I, for one, is a master at dealing with relationships. Back in the olden days, so many girls were coming at me so I have a lot of experience. Ask away Jackson, ask away. - Roy

Shut up Roy. What's your question? - Karry

If a guy has this friend who's a girl and she begins becoming close with other guys, why would the guy be mad. Shouldn't he be happy for the girl because she's making more friends? - Jackson

Honestly, I think the guy is crazy. He's probably a psychopath that likes controlling people. Jackson, are you one of the guys that girl is becoming friends with. If you are, run. You never know what the guy could do. - Roy

Or the guy is probably just jealous because he likes her. - Karry

See Jackson, I'm clearly the smarter one here. Funny joke Karry. "The dude is just jealous" haha. Yeah right. - Roy

Thanks Karry. I have to go. - Jackson

Wait what about me? Aren't you going to thank me. -Roy

I'm the one that solved this question. - Roy

Jackson you have to listen to me - Roy

Hello - Roy

I put my phone down and laid down on my bed, unable to think straight. Karry clearly gave me the answer that I was looking for and knew all along.

I like Sam

But I shouldn't

I kept trying to push away my feelings for her but it doesn't work. I was delusional thinking that if I just kept her by my side, she wouldn't be with someone else. She had every right to be with another guy because I haven't done anything yet.

That night, I made an important decision.

Since I like Sam, I will go for her. Screw celebrities can't date or else they will lose all their fans. I only understood one thing. I really really like her. I hate seeing her not be mine. If in the end she decides to be with someone else, I will respect that. But I do know that I will hate myself if I never tried. I would always be stuck with a "what if", never knowing if I might have had a chance but just didn't take it.

When I finally came to my decision, the sun was already up. Because I am so used to pulling all nighters, being both an idol and student, I got up quickly to get ready for the new day. 

Blaire: I didn't realize until today that this is a long weekend because of Victoria Day (since I live in Canada). Anyways I'll have a chance to write a bunch of chapters in that time so I will hopefully update for frequently.