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Chapter 7

Chapter 7 - Only if the World Changed

WARNING:
Mentions of rape and abuse and self hate.

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Taehyung POV

"What are you doing all alone pretty boy?"A man with a black leather jacket asked me. He had me pinned against a wall within the seconds as I was passing an alley way.

This is when I realized I didn't bring the amulet Jin brought me.

I looked at the man with fear in my eyes.

"S-sir, c-c-could y-you please l-let go of m-me?" I said. I cursed myself for stuttering so much but I was hopeful that he might let me go. But deep inside me, I knew he wouldn't.

"I'm afraid I can't do that sweetheart." He said grinning at me. His breathe smelled awful and his teeth were visibly yellow even in the dim light of the alley. He had many varieties of stains littering his tank top and he was just a
creep. "You've got to give me what I want first."

I gulped.

I know what's about to happen.

This reminded me of my past, the first time I was....

Raped.

Flashback 1020 CE

I had gone to buy bread for some children that morning and I happened to piss off the owner of that particular store. The lady refused to sell me her bread so I stole it... I mean I put the money on the counter and ran with bread in my hands. Soon I heard some people chasing me. I turned a corner and to my dismay it lead to a dead end.

The three men slowly approached me. I hugged the bread.

"I-I put the m-money on the counter."I said trying to sound confident. One of them scoffed.

"You don't have the right to buy your own bread." He said. I was slowly inching backwards as they inched forwards.

"It's for children." I said. This seemed to piss the other one off.

"So? Ask someone worthy to buy." I wanted to yell at them that anyone who is worth is too far up their ass to care. But instead I asked them to let me go. I failed to notice a stick and tripped back.

"Let us teach you a lesson slave." One said and they smirked.

"S-sir, please, y-you don't h-have to do t-this." I said crawling deeper into a corner, my back hitting the wall. The three men hovered over me smiling wickedly before grabbing my robe while I held on tightly to prevent what was about to happen. But to no avail. They pulled harder and my robe was slightly teared in the process of removing it forcefully off of my now naked body. The bread thrown with my robe. The main one of the three was quick to tackle me and I was forced flat onto the ground with the help of his two goons.

"Yah, I know but I want to." He said as he touched my body in ways I've never let anyone do. He felt over my tan sun kissed skin and across some whip burns I had from a previous owner who I 'disobeyed'. I received a whipping and I was thrown out of the house. His hand went lower and lower and grazed over my private part before he whispered under his breathe. "You need to know your place."

With that he pushed my legs apart and bent them up. His goons held me in that position as I felt something penetrate into me and an immense pain shot up from my bottom. I screamed and wiggles but it hurt more and then I felt it go deeper. I felt it ripping me apart and I sobbed as the man thrusted into me. He started to thrust harder past my screams and sobs for him to stop and let me go. After a bit his body stuttered and I felt him let warm liquid pour into me and he got up. He switched places with one of his goons and they went away at my body for what seemed like hours. One by one. And again if one got hard watching my innocence being destroyed.

After the first two my mind was blank. I felt nothing. I didn't know what to think and I know no one will care.

I had become a slut because I was forced.

Present

I knew what was to come and my body surrendered without a fight. His smirk grew as he saw how my body and posture seemed to deflate.

"I want to fuck you and you're gonna take it like a good boy." He said before hooked his fingers at my waist band and swiftly pulled my pants down and turned me around. He smacked my ass and I felt helpless. The burn of where his palm contacted my skin turned red. This is what I was before. A slut. They called me a whore. After all these years I'm still what I used to be.

A slut.

The man pulled my hair back. He saw the tears streaming down my face and pushed me onto the ground before flipping me over. I heard him unzip his pants as he sat over my thighs. He sensually rubbed my ass and spread them.

"I'll fuck you so good..." He said as I felt his tip poking my entrance.

My mind was racing with my experiences in my past as a human. Even after becoming an angel I was still the same to humans.

I closed my eyes letting silent sobs as the man rubbed his tip around my rim.

It didn't feel good.

I felt dirty.

I started to see a blurry figure approaching quickly. The words I heard last before I saw my vision go black...

"Get the fuck off of him you creep."

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