My world is falling,
crumbling apart, life is
meaningless & that's just the start.
My hearts so sore,
I can feel It breaking & I swear to
god it leaves me shaking late at
night till early in the morning,
lying in bed eyes wide open.
Didn't sleep last night,
like all the others,
instead I just lie crying
in the covers quick,
wipe away all the tears
before they come near.
Must hide this depression & the
feelings of fear for all they know
I'm happy & always smiling,
but deep inside my soul is dying.
I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream,
but I won't let it. Not for the time being
I can never tell them how I feel
because the happiness I wear to
them is real for them to hear
that I wish I was dead.
It would kill them,
they'd be filled with dread so
I'll try my best not to be selfish,
I'll keep my secret hidden & just
let them rest but god I can't
take it much longer.
I'll probably be dead
before they even wonder.
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Poetry On Life Experiences
Poetry(Deep,Dark,Sad,Relationship) Just some inspirational in dark poetries. What I've dealt with in my life long journey. As majority of the people in this world did experience this before too, so i just hope for those who feel sad or down. Maybe being d...
