I lay in bed alone at night
and wonder why I'm here.
I do so much for everyone.
Why don't they show they care?
I met this boy who said he loved me,
something I haven't heard in so long.
He used me for my money;
what a ride he took me on.
There is so much hurt I feel,
so much anger trapped inside.
Sometimes I wish my family were here,
but to me they're not alive.
I have no one to talk to, while
these drugs seem to be the only way.
Turns out it's just a lie just like the smile
I put on each and every day.
I know outside I'm smiling;
It's the face I fake for you,
but inside my soul is crying
and there is nothing I can do.
I know my family loves me.
I'm there when their decisions are poor.
I'm sick of feeling like this walked
on rug thrown upon the floor.
I lay in bed and wonder
what the hell I'm doing here.
Can I wake up from this dream?
Can I please just disappear?
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Poetry On Life Experiences
Poetry(Deep,Dark,Sad,Relationship) Just some inspirational in dark poetries. What I've dealt with in my life long journey. As majority of the people in this world did experience this before too, so i just hope for those who feel sad or down. Maybe being d...
