I must hide this depression & the
feelings of fear for all they know
I'm happy & always smiling,
but deep inside my soul is dying.
I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream,
but I won't let it. Not for the time being
I can never tell how I feel
because the happiness I wear is real and for them to hear
that I wish I was dead.
It would kill
They'll be filled with dread so
I'll try my best not to be selfish,
I'll keep my secret hidden & just
let them rest but I don't know how
much longer i could take it .
I'll probably be dead as
the monsters were never
under my bed.
Because the monsters
were inside my head.
I fear no monsters,
for no monsters I see.
Because all this time
the monster has been me.
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Poetry On Life Experiences
Poetry(Deep,Dark,Sad,Relationship) Just some inspirational in dark poetries. What I've dealt with in my life long journey. As majority of the people in this world did experience this before too, so i just hope for those who feel sad or down. Maybe being d...
