I'm not sure when it
started or why it's so strong.
On the outside I seem happy.
No one think anything's wrong.
But on the inside I am dying,
screaming for someone to
see that the happy smile
and carefree laugh
was not the real me.
I've never been happy,
not that I can recall.
Between the world and myself,
i've built up a wall.
I don't know why
i'm like this; It makes
no sense to me.
I actually come from a very
close and loving family.
But even they have no
idea of the hell I endure.
They think I'm happy and normal;
of this I am sure.
I can't take it much longer;
I can't live like this!
I want to feel truly happy;
that is my biggest wish.
I need help, but who will help me?
who could comprehend?
Is there anyone there who
can help bring this to an end?
Or am I simply trapped,
A prisoner of despair?
Am I really all alone?
Is there no hope for me out there?
I'm so lost; please help me!
I can't do this alone!
I need someone,
a friend to call my own,
please help me.
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Poetry On Life Experiences
Poetry(Deep,Dark,Sad,Relationship) Just some inspirational in dark poetries. What I've dealt with in my life long journey. As majority of the people in this world did experience this before too, so i just hope for those who feel sad or down. Maybe being d...
