I still feel alone.

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( I was actually planning to stick with my original piece on this and some if a few other pieces, But i just couldn't help it and came up with some interesting words to actually play around with ).

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[ 1 : ORIGINAL ]
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Anger. Pain.

It's getting harder to hide
All the feelings
I've built up inside.

It's hard to explain without
Being considered insane,
So I've kept to myself until
I realized I need help.

Even the weekends seem to be a chore.

Putting a smile on my face as
I walk out the door.

Wanting to run away,
But where can I go?

Around people or not,
I still feel alone.

I cry all the time now.

I used to think I was strong.

Now it's a struggle just to hold on.

To make it through the day
without an odd look my way
Or someone asking me if I'm okay.

But maybe it will do me good
To let someone help if they could.

Just one hug is all I need.

Just one person that cares is all I plead.

And then I might get
through another day
Of waiting for my
anger and pain to fade away.

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( So this one over at the top was actually an original piece, so now i will head down to the one that i thought was fun in playing at the words it's actually the same poem but in different words and phrases).

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[ 2 : EDITED ]
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Anger, Pain, Regrets.

It's getting harder to hide all,
This pent up emotions that
I've built up inside me.

It's hard to even explain,
Without being considered insane.

So I've kept it to myself,
All this while.

Untill the day,
I finally realized that
I could no longer
Handle it all and I needed help.

Even waking up everyday
Seems like a chore.

Planting a smile on my face as
I walked out the door.

Wanting and yet
The desire to
Run away from
Reality is real.

But where could I go?

Even while being around people,
That i call "Friends".

I'd still feel alone and
Lonesome most of the time.

I used to think that I was strong,
And yet I cry all the time
Even while I'm asleep now.

Tho nowadays
It's a struggle to just hold on.

Trying to make it through the day,
without an odd look my way,
Or folks asking if I'm okay.

But maybe it might be me good to let,
someone help but
Only if they could.

What i really wish for
Is just want one person
That cares that's all i want.

Just a hug is all I need.

And maybe, just maybe.

I might even get through
Another day while waiting for
My anger, pain and the regrets
I have to fade away.

While vanishing in to thin air.

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THE END

Oh, no worries there's more
Of this artworks in my drafts. As I can't decide so i would just have to post both.

I really hope you guys enjoy this latest upload.

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( OMG, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ON WHICH ONE YOU ACTUALLY PREFER ).

🌟[ A : ORIGINAL ] & [ B : EDITED ]🌟

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