Is my life worth all this

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Today; I look at my
life and wonder.
Is life worth all this
pain I have been through?
My whole being has been
twisted by your selfishness
my understanding of life is
so much different than others.
What they see as torment,
i see as pleasure.
I use to wish for my salvation
but now I only wish to
feel my own suffering
for I have grown to love the
feeling of torment I love to see
the scars on my skin and feel
the scars on my soul if only
you knew the real me,
you would cry and pity me.
But I wish you never to know.
for I still cling to that
hope of you becoming
the person you once were.

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