I can't let go, losing myself ✔️

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My eyes close, I'm holding onto
my memories and hatred.
my slumber all alone in my head,
so silent. I can't explain
the way my tears run blood
along my veins. If I let go of my pain,
I'll cease to be, give into the plague.
war is coming, I can hear it in my heart.
Blood will flow along the grounds
of the innocent, I can't deceive
the darkness anymore. I'm letting go,
I'm losing control of myself.
You beat me down, so low and now
I'm crying my soul, I'm losing control.
you led me to a place where
I can't feel my face.
Death is just an anesthetic
for what's to come. A body left behind
with no face,feeling numb.
All alone, I cry here,
fading into nothing.
All alone I lie here dying.
Losing myself.

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