When I'm used to getting hurt, i won't know how it feels when a people starts to appreciate me, so i ends up pushing them away. So let me just apologize for being not good enough, for always letting you down and disappointing you. She wanted to quit the things she do best, she wants to disappear without a trace, just so she could be alone in her void yet once again, she lack the love, the attention but she don't want it nor does she wants to be in the centre of it. Because she afraid of her past, she's afraid that her past might occur yet once again, the world is round, eventually everything will be back to square one, with just an blink of an eye. There's no going back, there's no running away. It's hurts really it does. But what could she do, is just wear a mask over the pain. She's suffering, she's hurting but she doesn't wsnts to show her pain. So she plastered a smile on her face pretending that it was all okay.
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Poetry On Life Experiences
Poetry(Deep,Dark,Sad,Relationship) Just some inspirational in dark poetries. What I've dealt with in my life long journey. As majority of the people in this world did experience this before too, so i just hope for those who feel sad or down. Maybe being d...
