FATE || Levi x Reader

Chapter 11

Who am I?

A day had gone by, (Y/n) was resting in the same hospital room that Eren was in. He tried to make her ignore her fight with Caleb by explaining how he could shift into a titan and that he was the intelligent titan that she had seen with the others. He even told her how Levi beat the shit out of him during his trial, but nothing made her change her gloomy demeanour.

Ymir had even brought (c/n) to help her cheer up, but (Y/n) just held tightly onto the feline and cried herself to sleep. Armin and Mikasa had told her stories about how everyone else was doing, but just like everything else, it was futile. (Y/n) felt nothing but despair.

She knew that her brother would have reacted negatively to her true self, but never did she think he would get physical with her. The slap on the cheek wasn't what was really bothering her though. It was how he had told her that they were never truly a family. How he never wanted to see her again.

(Y/n) felt the tears build up in her puffy red eyes, so she lays down on the bed and faces the wall. (C/n) crawls onto her bed and lays next to her chest. The girl grabs onto the feline and pulls her into her chest, letting sleep take over her body.

I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling thirsty so I made my way to the kitchen, but someone's crying stopped me from walking in. I took a look inside the kitchen to see my mother crying, clutching a letter in her hands. I wanted to check up on her, but she would have just hidden the letter and tried to make me forget about it.

So I waited until she fell asleep on the kitchen table, her hand still holding onto the letter. Once she had fallen asleep, I made my way towards her and I grabbed the letter from her hand.

"Dear mother, It's Caleb. How have you been? Is everything okay in the tavern? You won't believe how great life is here in Stohess. I got a new apartment that is right across from a flower shop, it reminds me of you. 

Mom, please don't take offence to what I'm going to tell you. I've been figuring things out and I don't think you can move to Stohess for now. I want to spend time alone, especially away from (Y/n). I won't deny that I've always harboured negative feelings towards her. I just want time away from both of you.

I hope you can understand, I love you and I'm sorry."

My hands were shaking, this was my brother saying that he hated me and that he didn't want anything to do with us at the moment. He had promised when he got into the Military Police that he would have gotten us away from the tavern life, but something had changed him.

I wanted to hate him, I really did, but for some reason, I could never. I placed the letter back into my mother's hand and I walked back to my room, feeling the tears build up in my eyes. The letter had made me forget about my thirst.

"(Y/n)! Wake up" Eren says as he shakes his friend. She opens her eyes and looks at his teal eyes, "I'm sorry, but you were crying in your sleep so I just wanted to see if you are okay."

"No, I'm not okay" (Y/n) mumbles and sits up from the sleeping position. She brings her knees to her face and buries her head, "I want to hate him so much, but I can't."

"That's because you care for your brother no matter what," a stoic voice says. The two friends look over to see Levi leaning against the door, his arms crossed over his chest.

"What are you doing here, Captain Levi?" Eren asks.

"I'm here to tell you guys to pack up," Levi responds, "We're moving to the old headquarters tomorrow for your titan training and (Y/n) is coming with us."