Soothe

14: Chocolate

Author's Note:

Dedications for May 19, 2020 on Chapter 14:

Ao3: Kristin_Aubrie, Lydialyn, EmyLilas for commenting on this already. TheNetflixGal, CPDLS, seattlerain879, I_dont_have_time_for_this, Davedemoneon, lydialyn, Kristin_Aubrie, EmyLilas, tisziny, oliviajames, Hotgitay, and Arissen as well as 6 guests left kudos on this work! 259 Hits.

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Wattpad: naylorholby for commenting on the last chapter and helping me through this process, as well as Addiesrep and new_being. Also, itslexipedia, grapesanatomyedits, for the amazing comments on previous chapters! And Ana_The_Heda who messaged me about 'being addicted to Soothe' which made my entire day. And danielaperezsurga and outlawqueenpercabeth who always follow along with the stars! 522 reads, 81 stars. Ana_The_Heda and addiesbaby and AddisonAddek for being around for me a lot!

Thanks to all the others who I do not know by name :D.

Also, there was an allusion in the last chapter about "Bliss of Another Kind", a story about an (actual, yet of course, fictional...) affair between Izzie and Addison by Ubiquitous Mixie where the summary is 'musings on an affair' and there's the line 'a trailer is is no place for an affair' and I always loved that line so much, so I wanted to honor it here. Go read that on Ao3 it's special :D.

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PREVIOUSLY ON "SOOTHE":

"Um, is it alright if we stop talking about my hypothetical non-orgasms right now?" Addison asks.

"Oh, sure, sorry, I just got all carried away there on the topic," Meredith reddens and looks away.

"Do you want to hear about what my dream was about last night?" Addison asks her, curiously.

"Oh, no, you remember it all?" Meredith says, concerned. "You looked so scared," she adds.

"Yeah, I remember it. It was awful. Thanks for being there for me," Addison smiles reassuringly.

"Of course," Meredith offers. "I couldn't leave you, suffering so much. It looked like it hurt a lot"

"You'll never believe what I dreamed about, though," Addison laughs, now, at the memory.

"Was it about Archer maybe?" Meredith guessed. "I used to dream about my mother dying."

"No, not about Archer. It was about you and me, almost dying in a plane crash," Addison says.

"I'm so sorry, that sounds awful," Meredith Grey offers Addison a hug and tries really hard not to think too much of the implications of Addison Mongomery having a dream about them together.

END OF FLASHBACK SEQUENCE.

Soothe

In Which Meredith teaches Addison how to self-soothe.

Before Meredith married Derek, and After she'd almost told Addison she liked her.

F/F. Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery. MerAdd. Meddison. GA/PP Fanfiction.