My sister's boyfriend

ventiuno-I don't trust you

Previously on My Sister's Boyfriend:

d- Alessya, im tired of seeing you with other people, I know I had made mistakes in the past, I hope you can see past that, I just want you to be in my life, no matter what through the ups and downs. I love you and I truly mean it. No one makes me feel the way you do. I want you all to myself. I need you. Alessya will you be mine

y/n-.....

NOW- 

y/n- Derek, I love you too, you make me feel special. But I don't know if I can, 

d- why

y/n- Derek, I don't trust you, I don't wasn't to be hurt again and again.

d- That makes sense, he sounded hurt

d- what do I have to do to earn your trust

y/n- can we talk about this later,

d- Alessya...

y/n- DEREK JUST DROP IT

Derek just nodded

d- Im gonna go

y/n- no, you can have your room, im taking Mateo home

d- you can't go back there

y/n- you don't control me

d- you are going to take Mateo back into that house, where he hits you, I mean look at Mateo, he is hurt because of him

y/n- IT WAS ON ACCIDENT

d- alessya, was it an accident when he left you a black eye, or a bruised rib, how about when he cheated on you while you were pregnant,

y/n-...

d- alessya, im not letting you go back into that toxic relationship, I know that I messed up our relationship, but I can't let you go, especially back to him.

y/n- you don't have a say in who or what I go back to

d- just wait till the morning, it's late

I nodded, maybe he does care. I want to trust him but I don't want to be hurt like that, he is the reason why-

d- are you okay

y/n- I need to go to the bathroom

d- alright

I walked into the bathroom, I closed the door quietly and quickly, I looked at myself in the mirror, just looking at my body and my face, I just started to silently cry, I sat on the floor crying, silently, I didnt want Derek to come over here. I got up after a couple of minutes. I splashed cold water on my face. I looked at myself one more time, I walked out back to the living room, I saw Derek sitting on the edge of the couch, holding his face with his hands, he looked up. His eyes were puffy and red. 

y/n- im going to sleep, 

why didnt I just ask if he was okay, no alessya, he didnt asks if I was okay when he cheated on me or when he moved on with my best friend, he was never there, I didnt deserve this treatment from him. He damaged me, we had so much history, he did me so shady, I didnt deserve any of that. 

d- alright, he said clearing his throat, trying to stop crying but it didnt help,

I walked upstairs, I just sat there looking at the ceiling, tears rolling down my cheeks, I wiped my eyes. I drifted off to sleep in my thoughts.

*the next morning*

I walked downstairs, my eyes burned from crying last night. I walked downstairs, Mateo was still asleep, I found Derek in the kitchen, he was cooking breakfast. Devin never did that.

d- hey

y/n-hi

d- im making pancakes, is that okay with you

y/n- yea, that's fine

d- im sorry about last night, I just don't want to see you get hurt

y/n- I don't want to talk about this right now

d- I understand, do you want to go get your stuff before I leave

y/n- yea where are you going

d- im visiting my mom, he said nervously

y/n- but can we talk before you leave. I don't want you to leave on bad terms

d- yea that sounds fine.

*at 12 am-ish*

d- are you ready

y/n- yea, do you want to stay in the car with Mateo

d- are you sure you want to go in there alone

y/n- he should be gone so I should be fine

d- I can stay with him, imma be right outside

y/n- can we just get this over with

d- alright

*at Devin's house*

We reached his house, his car was gone, thank god.

I walked to the porch, getting my keys out, I put the keys in the lock, I looked back at the car one more time. I looked back at the door, I took a deep breath, then unlocked the door, I walked in, quickly ran into Mateo's room grabbing his clothes and his toys. I stuffed them into a bag and ran into Devin and I's room, I went to the closet grabbing all my clothes stuffing what I could into my other bag. I came across the hoodie he gave me when I found out I was pregnant, I stuffed it into the bag and walked into the bathroom, grabbing everything, then I heard a crash from downstairs. I grabbed all the bags and ran out, as fast as I could. I fell to the ground, someone pulled me by the handle from the bookbag, causing me to fall on my ass. I looked up...

Devin

dev- where are you going

y/n- im taking Mateo to his grandmas, I lied

dev- let me drive you there, I got up quickly before he could get on top of me

y/n- no its fine I already have a ride, I said trying to walk past him

Devin took a step to the right blocking my exit plan

dev- I said let me take you

y/n- I said im fine

I pushed past him, Derek was starting the car, no he was stopping the car, he walked past me telling me to get in the car. I turned around, I saw him walking into the house...