My sister's boyfriend

cuarenta y ocho- screwed

Previously on my sister's boyfriend:

Av- ALESSYA

I closed my eyes, and slowly turned around, plastering a fake smile

y/n- heyyy

Av- crazy, seeing you here

y/n- just picking up some food, I said raising my food so she could see it

Av- you should sit with me, we have so much to catch up on

y/n- actually I have to get home

Av- please, she said pushing the seat out so I could sit

y/n- I really should get home

Av- just 20 minutes

I held Anastaisa tighter, I took a deep breath and headed towards the seat, she had assigned me just seconds ago. I plastered a fake smile and sat down.

Anastasia sat with me while Mateo was sitting in a highchair.

NOW-

Av-thank you for sitting with me,

Av- I can't help but notice  that you are missing a kid

my skin went pale

y/n- he didnt make, I mumbled

Av- what?

y/n- Emil didnt make it

Avani looked surprised

Av- ooh, Im so sorry, I didnt know

Av- is Derek helping you out

y/n- I should really go, I said grabbing all my things

Av- I didnt mean to make you uncomfortable

y/n- no you are fine, I just need to get home

Av- Im sorry, maybe we can catch up another time

y/n- I dont think that is possible, im sorry

Av- yea, yea I understand, she kinda sounded like she was hurt

I didnt say anything else, I just got up and left. I made my way to the car, placing the kids in the car seats, and got in. I locked the car door because it was late. I just burst into tears.

I tried to wipe my tears and stop me from crying but they just kept coming, this is the moment I really noticed that Emil was really gone and that Derek left. This is the moment that reality hit me. I just couldn't stop crying, I placed my forehead on the steering wheel. I tried to calm myself down, after 30 minutes it finally works. I started to drive, I honestly didnt even know where I was going until I realized I was at his house, Derek's. I just stared at his house, I finally got back into my senses and started the car, and left. 

I started to drive home, I couldn't help but think about Derek and Maria, living their perfect little life. I arrived home.

I got the kids out and got the food, I realized that the food was coldish, I placed the food in the microwave, I got the kids ready to eat. I got Mateo's plate ready and gave it to him, I was going to eat after I fed Anastasia. 

I fed Anastasia and by the time that I was done, she was already sleepy, I placed her in bed and closed the door behind me. I walked over to Mateo who was watching TV on the couch, I looked back up at the counter his plate was already in the dishes.

I sat down next to him,

y/n- hey buddy, what are you watching?

Mateo- mickey mouse

y/n- okay, I started to get comfortable next to him, watching the show

Sometime later Mateo turned to me,

Mateo- when is dada coming home

y/n- sweetie, I dont know

Mateo looked unsatisfied with my answer but he continued watching tv.

I couldn't help but just look at him, he looked sad, I knew he was sad because I was sad. I wasn't lying, I dont know if I and Derek were going to work again if we would be together like the other times before, but now I dont know how I could take him back or even if he wants to come back.

Derek's POV-

I lost Alessya, so I could be with Maria but she doesn't even want me, so what is the whole point of begging Alessya, I know that she doesn't want me. I dont even know where I am going to stay at. 

I started to drive to the nearest hotel. I checked in,

well, I didnt have any clothes or anything, I didnt want to bother Alessya for some clothes, when I just literally told her that I dont love her anymore and on top of that I told her that I love her sister. 

GOD, I screwed up.

I fucked up and I knew it, there is no going back

FUCKKK!!!

Songs I listened to while making this:

Pain is Temperaty- Bankrol Hayden (album)

Artist- A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie(album)

Love Dont Cost A Thing- Marmar Oso(album)