My sister's boyfriend

cuarenta y nueve- regret

Previously on my sister's boyfriend:

Derek's POV-

I lost Alessya, so I could be with Maria but she doesn't even want me, so what is the whole point of begging Alessya, I know that she doesn't want me. I dont even know where I am going to stay at.

I started to drive to the nearest hotel. I checked in,

well, I didnt have any clothes or anything, I didnt want to bother Alessya for some clothes, when I just literally told her that I dont love her anymore and on tp[ of that I told her that I love her sister.

GOD, I screwed up.

I fucked up and I knew it, there is no going back

FUCKKK!!!

NOW-

I started to pace back and forth in the hotel room, debating whether to text Alessya, but then I remembered that she left me on read last time, so that was a dead end. 

I finally decided to text her

Derek

- hey, Alessya, can we talk?

read at 9:04

I saw those three little dots, then

the stopped, appeared again, and stopped.

this continued for a while, I just placed my phone on the bed just waiting for my phone to finally ping when she sent that text that I have been waiting for. I didnt know what to feel at that moment.

y/n's POV-

I was kinda shocked that Derek texted me, I honestly was shocked

UNSENT TEXTS TO:

Derek

-im so glad that I heard from you, I really missed you, we can totally talk, I really want you to stay with me

-yea we can talk, I miss you a lot

- I need you here with me, I love you too much to let you go that easily

SENT TEXTS TO:

DEREK

-I guess, where/ when?

Derek's POV-

I heard my phone ping, I raced over to my phone, only to be greeted to a text, I was not expecting.

I thought that Alessya would say something else, in this text she doesn't even seem like she wants to meet up,

Derek

-*random restaurant* 1 pm, if that is fine with you

Alessya

- yup, that's fine

she definitely doesn't want to meet up with me. 

Derek

-👍

y/n's POV-

A thumbs-up is all I get, maybe I am just overthinking this.  I miss him so much, what if he only wants to see the kids and he doesn't want to be in contact with me since he already has Maria, shit they must be so happy. She must be so happy, she been trying to get with him for 2 years, now she finally gets what she wants.

I just laid there in my room, looked at the ceiling, trying not to cry(rod wave iykyk). 

what if she actually makes him happier than me, I was just a waste of time, we didnt even last 2 months of being married, I risked everything for him and he just dropped me like that for my sister that he left me for, this is so unbelievable, he is probably having the time of his life right now with Maria.

Derek's POV-

I just wanted to take back everything that I said to Maria and Alessya, I made a huge mistake and now Alessya will never take me back, I already made too much mistakes, what makes you think that she will take me back this time, I literally left her right after we lost our son, I left her to be a single mother, she has to take care of 2 kids on her own, 

I just couldn't help but get that thought out of my head, her raising 2 kids on her own, what type of man, what type of father would I be?

I grabbed my jacket and my keys, I walked out of the hotel room and started to drive towards Alessya's house, I arrived there. I quickly got out of the car.

I knocked on her door, immediately regretting my decision, of coming here.

i was greeted at the door, Alessya, with puffy eyes

She wiped her eyes quickly when she noticed that it was me, Derek was at her door. 

y/n-Derek, she said shocked

y/n- what are you doing here?

Derek- I couldn't help but think about you

You could tell that she was looking at something else like she was looking for someone

Derek- she isn't with me, if that's what you are looking for

y/n- Derek, why are you really here?

Derek- I completely regret what I did, and what I said to you, it was completely nonsen-

y/n- she turned you down, didnt she?

there was a moment of silence

y/n- im not going to be your second choice, she sounded like she was going to cry again, 

y/n- I think that you should go

Alessya started to close the door

Derek- wait

You could see that she hesitated but she still closed the door, I was just standing there looking like a fool.

A/N- the next chapter will be that last of this book, I will start My Brother's Bestfriend on Wednesday. thank you for reading this book and my other.

Songs I listened to while making this:

Shoot For The Stars, Aim For The Moon- Pop Smoke (album)

So Wrong- Marmar Oso

Spanglish- J.I Prince of NY

My Shit- A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie