Little Bambina

Thirteen

Luca

"What would you like to know, bambina?" I say tugging on her bouncy curls. She readjusts herself so that she's straddling me. She sighs then looks down.
"What is it, bambina. Talk to me." I gently touch her face.
"I'm so confused. Like...why is all of this happening? Why do I have to get married? Why to you and not...your bro-"
"Don't even finish that sentence." I say gripping on her thighs hard and she winces.
"Luca...you're hurting me." She cries and I let go of her thighs.
"Did I not tell you that you're not allowed to think of him or even talk about him?"
"I know but-"
"No buts, bambina! When I tell you not to do something I expect you to follow through with it." I grab her chin harshly bringing her face closer to mine. Why does she have to bring him up? I don't want to hear about him. I'm still mad that he touched her. I should cut off his filthy hands.

She nods her head with teary eyes. Fuck. Now I made her cry. Damn it.
"Shh, don't cry, bambina. Just don't ever bring him up, okay?" She nods her head.
"Words, Beauty. You're not a damn child."
"Yes." She whispers and I let go of her chin and hug her inhaling her scent. She smells lovely. Sweet. She smells of flowers but it's subtle not overpowering.

"I'm sorry, bambina. I'm sorry I made you cry. I just don't want you thinking about him, I want you to think of me, okay? It's just that I get jealous because I think that maybe you like him or that you'll leave me for him." I confess to her. She tries to get off of me but I hold her firmly by her waist.
"No." I tell her.
"Luca, I just need to breathe, please."
"You can breathe sitting on my lap."
"Yes I can, but what I mean is that I need some personal space. I fell crowded."
I pull her closer to me. "No. No, Beauty. I'm not letting you go. We can talk like this, in this position. I like it."
She sighs giving up.
"Alright, start talking." She says with attitude then folds her arms and rolls her eyes. I grab her ass cheeks and squeeze them.
"What did I tell you about doing and saying shit I don't like? Drop the attitude, bambina." I smack her her ass hard making her whimper.

"Now be a good girl and listen while I talk."
"Okay."

"Good. I want to marry you because I believe I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. That was three months ago. I was at your house to have a talk with your father about business and you happened to be going out somewhere. That's when I saw you but you didn't see me. I told your father that I wanted you to be my wife and he refused. So I threatened to tell you the truth about what he did to your mother. I'm guessing that's why he wanted you to marry my brother instead to piss me off. I need to have a talk with him anyway."

"Oh my god. My...my mother? Is she okay? What did he do to her?"
"Don't worry, bambina. She's okay. She's alright."
"Okay. Do you know where she is?" She asks.
"No, but I can find her if you want." I answer truthfully.
"I-I don't know...does she even want to see me? She left me. And she never called me." It breaks me to her so sad. I will have to talk to Ramírez about this. I don't like what he has done to Beauty. She needs to know the truth about mother. I'll give him a few months to come clean if not I'll tell her myself. I don't want to keep secrets from her.

"It's okay. When you're ready you let me know and I'll find her." I rub her thighs then place my hands on her waist.
"You're so sexy, bambina." I tell her. "So fucking sexy." I begin to kiss her neck sensually making her moan.
"Luca, wait." I stop kissing her.
"What is it, bambina?"
"What kind of business do you have with my dad?"
I sigh closing my eyes.
"Do you really want to know?" She nods her head.
"Your father and I sell drugs for a living."
Her eyes open wide and her mouth agape.
"Oh my god... No. No!" She jumps off me unexpectedly. "You're lying!"
She walks away from me looking at me the way I never want her to.
"Beauty." I say getting up.
"No! Don't come near me."
"Can you just hear me out, please."
She shakes her head. "No. I don't want to hear any more lies. My dad would never do that. He's a good man. And you?! I-I... You sell... Oh my god."
She's pacing back and forth. She stops then looks at me.
"I kissed a criminal. I let you finger fuck me... Oh god."
"You lived with a criminal all your life." I state bluntly. She looks at me with squinted eyes.
"My father is not a criminal."
"You're quick to defend him. Since he's not a criminal what's his job description?"
"I-I...I don't know." She slumps down on a sofa behind her.

"Luca, please tell me you're lying." She cries.
"I'm not, bambina. I'm not." I take slow steps towards her then sit next to her and hold her close. She tries to escape my hold but I don't let go.
"Let me go!"
"Never."
"I hate you." She continues crying. "No you don't."
I rock us back and forth. "Shh, it's okay, Beauty. It's okay. I'm here for you."
"Take me home."
"Now?"
"Yes."
"I'll take you after an hour. I don't want you going home feeling this way."
"There's nothing you can do to make me feel better."
I kiss my teeth getting annoyed.
"I understand that you're upset but this is the reality and you better get used to it."
"Oh, so I should just get used to the fact that you're a fucking drug dealer and so is my father?! This is ridiculous. I want you to take me back home right now. And don't even think about putting your hands on me, Luca. That shit is getting old. Just take me back home. I don't wanna be with you right now. "

"What do you mean you don't want to be with me?"
"I need space. Time to process all of this."
I stand up pulling my hair frustratedly. This is why I was doubting telling her about me dealing with drugs now she wants space from me. I know how this ends. She'll avoid me forever and I cannot have that.

"No."
"Luca, you need to take me home now."
"You don't want to be with me but you want to run back to your father who happens to be in the same business as me. How's that fair, bambina?" I kneel in front of her and hold her hands. She pulls her hands away from me and looks away. I can feel my heart slowly breaking from her rejection.

"Beauty, please. Don't leave me. Don't push me away. I really want us to be together."
She sighs. She's been doing that a lot.
"Look, I won't deny the fact that I'm attracted to you. But your...occupation is scary, okay? And I need to go home to talk to my dad cause I need some sort of explanation from him. I need to hear it from him."

I take hold of her hands again.
"I can't help what I do for a living, Beauty. I know it's not a way to make honest money but it's all I know. Just get to know me at least. I'm not a bad man. I'll love you with all of me and I'll protect you for as long as I live. No one knows who I am except your father and that is because we we're partnering up. You'll never be in danger with what I do. I don't have enemies and even if I did they wouldn't ever know of you cause they'll never know of me. Please, just don't leave me. I really want you with me. My feelings for you are very strong, bambina."
I caress her face and look her in her eyes. She bites her bottom lip.

"Okay, I'll get to know you but swear to me that I'm gonna be safe from what you do."
"I promise."
"Pinky promise?" She holds out her pinky finger to me and I intertwine mine with her.
"I pinky promise, bambina. I promise on my life."
"Okay, I believe you. Can you take me home now."
I internally groan. I thought I had her there. But at least we're on good terms now. I guess I can take her home but I will be seeing her tomorrow morning. There's no way I will allow for her to avoid me. There's no getting away from me.
"Okay, let's go."

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We arrived at her house and I park my car in their drive way.
"Uhm... I'll see you whenever." She says unbuckling her seat belt. "Wait." She looks at me and I touch her face.
"No goodbye kiss?" I raise my eyebrow.
She quickly pecks my lips but I pull her back.
"No, Beauty. That was kids play. Kiss me like you always do." She looks down bitting on her lips.
"I'm waiting." I tell her. She looks back up at me and moves closer closing her eyes. I breathe in waiting to feel her soft lips on mine. At last she kisses me slowly and sensually. I open my mouth and she sticks her tongue in exploring my mouth, I do the same to her. She places her hands on my thighs and I grab her neck squeezing on it lightly and she moans. I let my other hand travel to her chest and hold one breast in it. It fits perfectly in my hand. I can feel my cock getting extremely hard. I can't wait to have my way with her.

I break the kiss and place a kiss on her forehead.
"I'll come for you tomorrow morning."
"I was planning on meeting up with my best friend."
"Okay, I'll call you so you can let me know when you're done so I can pick you up. We have a lot to catch up on."
"Okay, I will. But you don't have my number."
"I do."

"Of course you do. Bye." She exits the car and makes her way to into her house and me being the pervert I am for her can't keep my eyes off of her jiggling ass.
I'm gonna get in that real soon. I think then drive off to my condo that's closer. I can't wait to see her tomorrow.