Little Bambina

Eighteen

Allison

"What the hell?!" I slowly walk into Luca's condo. Carlos is here. Here as in he's inside Luca's place. He too has his hair in a man bun and he's dressed in all black, he looks so good.

Please tell me this is not a set up cause I don't think I'll be able to face the both of them at once.

"Beauty." Carlos walks up to me but Luca blocks his way. "I think not." He warns.
"Oh come on, brother. Let me say hi to my girl." I can hear amusement in Carlos's voice and I just roll my eyes.
"She's my girl, now back off." Luca says. Uhm, do I not have a say in this? It is me they're talking about. I clear my throat to gain their attention and they both face me standing next to each other. Holly mother of beautiful creatures. I gulp. Lord give strength, Lord give me strength. I silently pray. I think I'm about to faint. These two men should be illegal. They're so fucking good looking I can't help but drool. And to think they both want me, it's seems so surreal.

Oh it's getting hot in here. I start to fan myself with my hands trying to cool off.

"Bambina, are you okay?" Luca asks worriedly approaching me and I nod my head.
"It's just a little hot in here." I say.
"I told you about your AC." Carlos playfully scolds Luca earning a glare from him.
"Get her water." Luca says to Carlos. "I don't know where the kitchen is." Carlos replies shrugging his shoulders.
"You know where the kitchen is, it's not your first time here."
"Not my house, you get her the water."
Luca rubs his temples getting frustrated. "Why can't–" "Just get her the damn water, Luca." Carlos interrupts his brother sighing.
"Fine, but don't touch her." I roll my eyes at Luca's possessiveness. Once he's out of sight Carlos walks up to me holding me by my waist.
"Didn't you hear what he just said?" I whisper tell trying to get out of his hold but I'm unsuccessful.
"So?" He smiles at me.
"You snitched on me." I pout and cross my arms.
"I'm sorry, but he needed to know how you felt about this whole ordeal. You shouldn't be having to go through such turmoil with yourself."
I guess he did it for me but he still told him about the kiss and other stuff.

"Okay, but you told him about the kiss and what we did. Why would you do that?"

"To irk him."
"Ay dios mio, Carlos that's childish.." I scold him.
"You should've seen his face when I told him about eating that delicious pussy of yours." He says boldly. I cover his mouth with my hand telling him to shush.

"I thought I told you not to touch her." Luca says annoyed handing me a glass of water. I took a small sip and placed the glass on the coffee table.
"Relax, fratello. I was just saying hi to her."
"You can greet her without touching her. Get your hands off of her."
"Or what?" Carlos challenges back. Uhm, I hope this is not the part where they start fighting. Why are they so stubborn.

"Just let go of my bride." Luca sighs. "Your bride you say?" Carlos finally let's go off me.
"The same bride who you want to marry forcefully? The one who thinks she doesn't have a choice in all of this? What kind of love is that? How can you want her to marry you just because you want to? You don't even care about what she thinks about it. You don't care about how she feels. Why would you make her feel like she has no choice?"

"Don't you dare question me. You're no better yourself. You only wanted to marry her because of the money her father was going to pay you for running his business." Luca defends himself.

But hold the fuck on. My father was paying Carlos to marry me? What the actual fuck! Carlos looks at me with guilt. He opens his mouth to talk but I hold up my hand stopping him. I don't wanna hear it. I can't believe the both of them.

"Beauty, plea–"

"No!" I stop Carlos from saying anything further. I'm so hurt right now. I don't understand any of this. I just need to understand what is going on. I just want to know the real truth and the whole story.
"Beauty." Carlos pleads. "I said no."
"Can you just let me explain. I swear it's like you never give me chance or benefit of the doubt. I just want to tell you my version of events. That's all I'm asking from you."
"Fine, talk." I tell Carlos and take a seat to get comfortable. Luca just stands where he is with a stern look.

"I know it sounds bad, okay. But your father approached me with the idea of getting married to you for a few years but that was only to be on paper. It wasn't going to be a real marriage that's why I still kept my ex with me. He would invest a few millions in my company anonymously because of his line of work. I agreed cause it would benefit the company I work for and like I said the marriage was only to be on paper. But when you barged into the meeting everything changed. I fell in love," Luca scoffed at that and I glared at him," like I was saying, I fell in love with you and had we actually gone out to our date I would have told you about all of this and I wouldn't have forced you to get married to me. I actually wanted and still do want us to get to know each other and have you fall in love with me. I will not force you into doing anything you don't want to."

Oh wow. Uhm, that's a bit too much but okay. He's so sweet, I swear. I can't help but adore him and stare into his attractive blue eyes. We were just staring at each other I totally forgot Luca was present in the room until he spoke.

"Okay, chit chat's over. You can make your way out, brother."

"Luca." I give him a warning look.
"What, bambina? He said what he had to say now it's my turn."
I roll my eyes at his childishness.
"Luca, say what you have to say."
"Fine." He grumbles taking a seat next to me.
"I want you to be my wife." He just says. I stare at him waiting for him to say more but nope. He's also just looking at me as if he's waiting on me to say something. I can't help but laugh. He looks at me confused.
"Okay, what else do you have to say, Luca?" I ask him.
"What else do you want me to say?" He asks dumbfounded.
"I don't know you tell me."
"Do you want me to confess my undying love to you like my brother did, if so my answer is no. I can show you how much I love you."

I rub my temples. They're complete opposites. I don't expect them to be the same type of person but their personalities are completely different from each other.

I stand up taking my backpack with me.
"Where are you going?" Carlos asks standing up as well and so does Luca.
"Home." I state.
"But you didn't choose who you want to be with." Carlos mumbles.
"I'm not choosing, okay? I can't. I just can't. I told you there's no way I can only choose one of you, I want you both."

"I'm not sharing." Luca says grabbing me by the waist.
"Neither am I." Carlos also says putting his hands on the vacant area around my waist so now I'm sandwiched between the two brothers with Luca behind me and Carlos in front of me. I sigh rolling my eyes for the umpteenth time. The pervert in me can't help but wonder what it would be like being in this position but naked.

When I said my life is boring, I take that fucking statement back cause shit just got real.

"You both are going to have to share me if you want me."
"Fuck no!" Carlos growls. Did–did Carlos just growl? I ain't never heard him growl. Luca usually does all the growling. And I can't help but find it sexy. Luca's grip on me just tightens. He's such a cave man. My neanderthal.

"Carlos..." I give him a warning look.
"Fine, just because I love you and I don't want to lose you again. But how do we make this work and please don't say we should all live in one house together because that's not going to work."

"I did not agree to sharing you, bambina. And I will not." Luca growls in my ear. I shimmy my way out of their hold.

"Listen to me, and listen to me very carefully because I'm only going to say this once."
They give me their undivided attention. I think I like this, being the boss of them.

"If you can't share me then none of you can have me. I'm choosing the both of you. I want you both, I'm sorry but I do. I feel the same about the both of you. It's not love yet but I equally strongly like you both. I want to be with the both of you and I don't care what anyone has to say or think about it cause it's none of their business. You can have me in turns like weekly. You let me know when to start and with whom. When I'm with either one of you for a week the other is not allowed to see me only of it's an emergency since y'all don't wanna be in one house together. So do you guys agree or not?"

They look at each other as if they're about to fight. Welp, I guess it's none of them.