Little Bambina

Sixteen

Allison

I step out of the elevator and release a huge breath I was holding in. Okay, Allison you can do this.
"Oh, fuck it." I say turning back to the elavator and that's when I heard his voice. Damn it.

"Allison? Is that you?" I slowly turn around placing a sheepish grin on my face.
"Hi." I whispered. Damn he looks good. I can't believe I actually came here. Luca would kill me if he found out but I really had to, I couldn't take the guilt any longer and I wasn't at peace with myself. I had to see him and apologise.

"What are you doing here?" How I miss his voice. I cannot be thinking that, I'm with Luca, right?

"Uhm, I came to see you." I say shyly. He sighs.
"Does dear Luca know that you're here?"
"No. And he doesn't have to."
"Figures." He just stares at me with a blank face, emotionless which is making me more nervous then I already am.
"Can we talk in your office or something?" I suggest.
"Yeah, sure."

He leads the way to his office and once we're in I close the door behind me.

"So, what do you want to talk about?" He takes a seat and gives me an intense look. "I, uhm... I just came here to apologise."
"Please take a seat, Allison." He instructs and I do so.
"Apologise for what exactly?" I squirm in my seat.
"You know, for what happened." I reply.
"Don't be so vague. What are you apologising for?" He leans back and folds him arms making his biceps bulge. Why do both brothers have to be so tempting? And so good looking, I swear it's a sin. If I had the choice to choose between the two of them I'd choose both or none. It would be so hard to pick one over the other. Having them both would be like having the best of both worlds. But a girl can only dream.

"I'm sorry that you found Luca and I in my room. It just happened, okay. It wasn't planned for. I didn't mean for it to happen."
He sighs leaning forward placing his forearms on the desk. "That's bullshit, Allison. You're only sorry that you got caught."
"I-what? Carlos, why are you making this hard for me?"
"Because you hurt me, Allison!" He yells making me flinch. He runs a hand through his long hair. He left me speechless. I knew he was hurt, that I hurt him but not to this extent. Now I feel like shit.
"I'm sorry, Carlos. I really am."
"Are you really?"
"Yes. What can I do to make you forgive me?" I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth. What is wrong with me? I mentally face palm myself.

"I want you back." He says nonchalantly.
"Carlos... As much as I want you both I can only have one."
"And you chose him. You didn't even give me a chance."
I did not come here to have this talk, all I was supposed to do was apologise and leave. Now I'm stuck here having this conversation.
"You know its not up to me. This whole marriage thing is beyond my control. Luca is the one who wanted to marry me first before my father asked you to make me your wife. I didn't choose him over you. If I had the choice I'd honestly choose you both and as selfish as that may sound it should make you realise that I actually want you both."

He stands up and walks over to me. He stands behind me but I don't look back at him. He runs his hands up and down my arms making me shiver from his touch. I close my eyes enjoying the feeling.
"I call bullshit, Beauty." He softly whispers in my ear biting my earlobe eliciting a soft moan from me. This is torture. I swear I just want to grab him and kiss him. I really do miss him but this is not how things should be.

"Carlos, this is wrong." I weakly say. "Is that what you said to Luca when he touched you?" Oh shit. Did he really have to ask me that. I just keep quiet not saying anything cause I honestly don't remember what I said that day when Luca and I made out for the first time in my room.

He pulls my chair back and makes his way in front of me. "Answer me, Beauty." he says more harshly pulling my hair and yanking my head back. His face is now close to mine I can feel his hot breath on my skin.
"I don't remember."
He chuckles softly.
He pulls my hair exposing more of my neck to him. He gently places soft wet kisses on my neck making his way to my face.
"Tell me to stop, Beauty." He continues kissing my cheek. No words can come out of my mouth. I can't tell him to stop because deep down I want him to kiss me. Why am I like this? Why do I have to be such a slut? I think I like the attention.

I close my eyes enjoying the sensation of his lips on my lips. I open my mouth for him and deepen the kiss. He places a hand around my neck slightly aqueezing it. I see what they both have in common.

He pulls away from me and I bite my bottom lip already missing his lips on mine. I open my eyes to find him staring at me. He carreses my face looking at me lovingly.
"I will have you back. And I'm not sharing you with anyone, be it my brother."
I honestly have no response to that.

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We're currently at some bougee restaurant who's name I can't even remember. Carlos wanted us to have lunch and who am I to say no to food. I asked him to order for me since it's my first time here and he's already been here so many times. Apparently this is his favourite place to dine out. He lives the high life for sure.

"So, why is it that you're afraid of your brother?" I ask placing the glass of water down.
"I'm not afraid of him, I just didn't want you to see us at our worst. We're both alpha males but that day I decided to let shit go cause I don't want you to see us fight. Not a good sight."
"So you two have fought before?"
"Yes, a handful of times."
I don't think I'd like to see them fight.

The waiter brings out food and I'm in shock.
"Uhm, excuse me, sir?" I say to the waiter.
"Yes, ma'am." He answers politely. "Where's the rest of the food?"
He looks at me surprised and I hear Carlos laughing.
"What's funny?" I look at Carlos with a serious face.
"Go ahead, Johnny." He says to the waiter and he leaves.
"Beauty, this is just the appetiser. We're having a full course meal."
"Appetiser my ass. I can finish this in one bite. Okay not one but like maybe three maximum."
"Just enjoy the food. I'm sure your palette will love the flavours."
"Yeah, but my stomach wouldn't be pleased with the amount." I mumble.
"There's more where that came from." He winks at me.
"Real corny, Carlos. Real corny." I couldn't help but laugh a little.