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♡ XVI ♡

(^Reminder^)

Tony pov.

As Bucky finished his story i sat there dumbfounded. Not because of the sex thing, i kinda figured that would have happened. I sat there dumbfounded for the fact of him saying how in love with Steve he was. "Are y-you upset?" Bucky stuttered out as he looked up at me with tears in his eyes.

"What no, why would i be?" I asked as Bucky only sniffled. "Because its obvious that I'm still in love with him even though i have a boyfriend who loves me dearly. A-And your Steve's husband." Bucky whispered as tears started to stream down his face. "No, no. I'm not upset." I say as Bucky wiped his tears. "Just- can you answer one question for me?" I ask in a soft voice. The brunette simply looked up at me sadly before nodding.

"How did you feel when you found out Steve already had a boyfriend?" Bucky only sighed deeply. "I didn't take it well." He then sniffled. "I-I almost killed myself on many occasions because my feelings were way to overwhelming." He mumbled as i slowly nodded. "But it all changed when i found Sam." Bucky quickly smiled.

"I was happy again and began to accept the fact that no matter how much i try i would never get to live my life out with Steve like i planned." I then nodded as i start to revise the story in my head. "Anyway today isn't for crying, why don't we head out since we got what we came for and many more." Bucky said as he looked down at our many bags.

"Yea lets do that." I said as Bucky threw away our garbage and gather most of the bags. I also took some even though Buck debated against it. We quickly slithered our way through the crowd and exited the mall before walking to the car. Bucky and i swiftly put the shopping bags into the back trunk before getting into the car.

"So we going to the park?" I then nodded before putting the park i wanted to go to into the GPS for him. As he drove i played with the babies. They love when I draw on my belly. It's a great way to bond with them without them actually hurting me to much.

Before i know it we were parked in the parking lot of the park. "You ready?" Bucky asked as i took off my seat belt. "Yeah, but we have some walking to do. I want to go visit a spot." He only nodded as we got out of the car and started walking on the wide dirt trail.

There was children playing on one of the small playground with each other. And every so often people who were exercising passed us. As we walked deeper into the park there was less and less people. Soon it was just us as we approached what looked like the end of the park as tall trees stood in front of us.

"Um, are we suppose to back here." Bucky asked as he followed me into the woods still following the dirt trail. "Suppose to? No. But can we? Yeah." I said as the park behind us became distant and path got smaller and smaller. "I don't think-" I then cut Bucky off by pointing to a lone bench looking over the river. I slowly waddled my way to the bench before sitting down.

"This is beautiful." Bucky mumbled as he took a seat next to me. "Yup." Was all i said before sighing. "You know for being pregnant with triplets your a very active man." Bucky said as i chuckled. "Blame it on the mutation." I said as the birds around us started chirping. "So, is this your safe space that you mentioned earlier?" Bucky mumbled as he shifted in his seat. "Yeah it is." I said softly.

"So nobody knows about this place?" He asked as a Eastern Blue bird flew onto the bench into the space between us. I only shook my head no before putting out my hand for the bird to hop into. When it did i brought it close to me.