chapter 1

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"Tori stop." i say into the phone, totally irritated.

"come on, kenzie! lets just go out and have some fun at the mall. it wont be that bad!" tori, my best friend, tries to convince me again. for the fourth time this week.

heres the thing, im not good with big crowds. and where we're from, the mall is ALWAYS packed. i hate it. the way people are always near you and want to talk, scares me and i hate it.

i groaned, switching the phone from my right to left ear, giving in. "fine. whatever. but you owe me some mcdonalds afterwards." i said giving a slight chuckle.

"whatever kenz . we both know that youll end up paying anyways so.." she laughed along with me.

"lies," my laughter dying down, "so what time are we leaving?" i sighed, remembering that i have to go to the mall. ugh.

"around 2:00 or so? yeah. ill pick you up. i have to go now, okay? love you, kenz!" she sorta shouted, oh how i love my best friend. shes always been loud. and i always loved it about her.

sighing, i say, "okay. see you then." and hang up. as i put my phone on the bedside table, i look at my clock. 11:53. well, i might as well get ready now.. ive got nothing better to do anyway.

i walk to my bathroom, taking my phone with me to listen to music, and turn on Holiday by Green Day. gosh, i love them! i take out my ponytail and let my long, light brunette hair go down to the middle of my back. i look in the mirror with a disgusted look. ew. maybe its a good thing me and tori are going to the mall.. i need more make up anyway..

i strip down and get in the warm shower. i was pretty cold before, so it left shivers down my spine as i got in. since i lived on my own now, i didnt think about how loud i was when i sang in the shower. im a 19 year old girl/woman. im gonna sing until my lungs give out.

when im done bathing, i dry off and put on my Fall out Boy band tshirt and a batman hoodie, followed by dark wash hollister jeans and grey Vans. in my opinion, i like my "fashion" choices. but i sometimes i get insecure when wearing the things i wear.

i blow dry my hair and put it up in a messy bun. it takes a long while for my hair to dry, so now its 1:06. i guess ill just watch youtube until she gets here... so i still on my bed and watch o2L and tyler oakley until she gets here.

about 30 minutes pass, which feels like forever, and i hear a knock at the door. but when i open the door, im confused at who was on the other side...

hi guys! this is my first book.. im pretty excited about it! if you have any idea or suggestions, just comment and ill take it into consideration . thanks ! ♥️, kenzie! lets just go out and have some fun at the mall. it wont be that bad!" tori, my best friend, tries to convince me again. for the fourth time this week.

heres the thing, im not good with big crowds. and where we're from, the mall is ALWAYS packed. i hate it. the way people are always near you and want to talk, scares me and i hate it.

i groaned, switching the phone from my right to left ear, giving in. "fine. whatever. but you owe me some mcdonalds afterwards." i said giving a slight chuckle.

"whatever kenz . we both know that youll end up paying anyways so.." she laughed along with me.

"lies," my laughter dying down, "so what time are we leaving?" i sighed, remembering that i have to go to the mall. ugh.

"around 2:00 or so? yeah. ill pick you up. i have to go now, okay? love you, kenz!" she sorta shouted, oh how i love my best friend. shes always been loud. and i always loved it about her.

sighing, i say, "okay. see you then." and hang up. as i put my phone on the bedside table, i look at my clock. 11:53. well, i might as well get ready now.. ive got nothing better to do anyway.

i walk to my bathroom, taking my phone with me to listen to music, and turn on Holiday by Green Day. gosh, i love them! i take out my ponytail and let my long, light brunette hair go down to the middle of my back. i look in the mirror with a disgusted look. ew. maybe its a good thing me and tori are going to the mall.. i need more make up anyway..

i strip down and get in the warm shower. i was pretty cold before, so it left shivers down my spine as i got in. since i lived on my own now, i didnt think about how loud i was when i sang in the shower. im a 19 year old girl/woman. im gonna sing until my lungs give out.

when im done bathing, i dry off and put on my Fall out Boy band tshirt and a hollister hoodie, followed by dark wash hollister jeans and grey Vans. in my opinion, i like my "fashion" choices. but i sometimes i get insecure when wearing the things i wear.

i blow dry my hair and put it up in a messy bun. it takes a long while for my hair to dry, so now its 1:06. i guess ill just watch youtube until she gets here... so i still on my bed and watch o2L and tyler oakley until she gets here.

about 30 minutes pass, which feels like forever, and i hear a knock at the door. but when i open the door, im confused at who was on the other side...

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hi guys! this is my first book.. im pretty excited about it! if you have any idea or suggestions, just comment and ill take it into consideration . thanks ! ♥️

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