MY ONE SHOTS

Poem of my Pain

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Sleepless nights,
hopeless fights.
Painful feeling,
in her chest, it's bleeding.

Everyday she smiled,
without them knowing that, deep inside she cried.
As she tried to sleep in her bed,
loud voices of them, playing over and over in her head.

Insecurities attacking,
confidence is what she's lacking.
Treacherous mind,
when will you be kind?

So lost, deep thought,
she didn't give up so she fought.
Everyday she'd strive,
ignored them, living her life.

An eccedentesiast she is,
hiding throughout these years.
Unable to utter what she feels,
remained joyful, always conceals.

Acted as if nothing's wrong,
scared to tell them what's going on.
Tears that she shed,
at night, silently doing it instead.

Pretended to be so tough,
knowing she had it rough.
Three words she wanted them to say,
Asking her, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺?

She wasn't what she become,
a person who's too numb.
She was losing the fight,
no matter how late she stayed up at night.

Tired of everything,
slowly suffocating.
Inside she's dying,
why can't they see that she's lying?

A mask she'll wear,
no one noticed, I swear.
Open your eyes and see,
that person is me.

+. 🍁𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧 

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