"I hate her, she's so ugly. I dont even love her!"
"What do you mean? I thought you loved me?"
"Why would I love you?! You just a stupid, ugly idoit who doesn't know how to act!"
I cried as I fell to my knees. Why was this happening? What did I do to deserve this? I thought to myself.
"I'm glad you father hurt you! To bad you mom saved you, you dont deserve it. I could kill you right now if I wanted!"
I saw him walking closer to me with a knife in his hand. He grabbed my shoulder and just before he stabbed me...
I screamed loudly causing me to wake up.
As I did so did Eddie.
"Woah woah, what's wrong?"
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" I scream loudly as my screams fill the room.
"What!?? What do you mean!? I did nothing to you!" Eddie said with a stern voice.
"Y-YOU TRIED TO KILL ME," I yelled back at him.
"WHAT! I WOULD NEVER KILL YOU I PROMISE!" He quickly returned my terrified look.
I cried into the pillow and explained my dream that had taken place a few moments prior.
"I promise to never ever say or mean those things," he said to me before pulling me in for a hug.
When I pulled away after I saw that his shirt was wet from my tears of fear.
"Would you like to use one of my shirts?" I asked. I am about an inch taller then him so it would fit.
He agreed and pulled on one of my oversized blue tshirts.
"You know... it's okay if you hate me," I said in almost a whisper.
"I dont hate you, how could I hate you?" He said instantly.
"I dont know, lots of people hate me, and I dont blame them, I'm hateable."
"NO YOURE NOT, DONT SAY THAT, YOUR NOT HATEABLE. I DONT KNOW HOW ANYBODY COULD HATE YOU."
"Alright, alright, we better get ready to see the losers." I say trying to change the subject.
"Ya, you're right." He replied.
I left to the restroom to take a shower but when I got in the restroom I saw something.
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Exhale (Eddie x reader)
FanfictionHey. This book is really old and there fore cringy. I wrote this when I was very young so please be kind to young aspiring Jude for they did not know they were so incredibly cringy. Ok bye. Oh also This book contains: Sexual assault Addiction Blood...
