I sat on my bed, looking at the pills. I went downstairs to get a glass of water.
My mom wasnt home yet so I wouldn't have any trouble. I'd better do this fast. She was coming home in about 20 minutes.
I rushed back upstairs and sat on the ground in my bedroom. I held the note to my chest..... and took the pills.
I felt dizzy, hot, sweaty, alone, my stomach hurt and it was getting hard to breathe.
Eddie's POV
I went back to y/ns house to check on her. My house is about 10 minutes away from hers. I rode my bike and saw her mom pulling up from work."Hello ms. Tozier."
"Hello eddie,''
We both walked inside and I went upstairs because I didn't hear any noise. When I opened the door I saw the worst sight I could ever see. She was foaming at the mouth, shaking rapidly, sweating, eyes rolling back into her head. I screamed for her mom.
"MS. TOZIER, HELP PLEASE, ITS Y/N. HELP HER PLEASE." I cried.
"WHATS WRONG WITH HER?!"
"SHES, SHE'S, FOAMING AT HER MOUTH. HELP HER PLEASE!"
Her mom came upstairs and screamed.
"OH MY BABY, WAKE UP PLEASE, PLEASE WAKE UP, YOU CANT GO PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, WAKE UP."
I read the note she had written for me. I pleaded even more for her to live.
Her mom started doing CPR and mouth to mouth. And finally, she gasped for air.
"BABY, OH MY GOD, YOUR ALIVE. YOU CANT DO THAT. YOU KNOW YOU CAN TELL ME ANYTHING."
"WHY?!, WHY DID YOU SAVE ME?! I DONT WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE, WHY SHOULD YOU CARE... I WAS MY CHOICE TO GO BUT YOU WON'T LET ME."
I looked at her and hugged her. I told her that we loved her and we dont ever want her to leave. I asked her mom if I could stay the night and she said yes.
"I love you, you know that right?"
"Yes, and I love you too."
She layed her head on my chest and fell asleep. I rubbed her hair and softly rubbed her back. Eventually I too, fell asleep.
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Sorry for the short chapter, I just wanted to address some real issues that I've been dealing with. If you ever feel like that, talk to me. I love you guys.
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Exhale (Eddie x reader)
FanficHey. This book is really old and there fore cringy. I wrote this when I was very young so please be kind to young aspiring Jude for they did not know they were so incredibly cringy. Ok bye. Oh also This book contains: Sexual assault Addiction Blood...