I'm sorry I had to go today
I really couldn't stay any longer.
I know you think I left to fast but the reality is I was here a lifetime worth of moments.
Some you didn't get to see and experience with, I'm sorry about that.
I had hoped to stay long enough to tell you all about then so at least you could have pretended with me.
I'm sorry I left today.
It wasn't my intention too hurt you.
I never wanted you to cry over me and I hope tomorrow you'll find peace with the truth of today.
I tried staying but the anchors that was holding down were useless against the hurricane I call my demons.
I promise it was an accident I just wanted to ease the pain for a few moments I never meant to leave you like this.
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you today but i promise to stay with always.
I know these promises mean nothing to you since you don't even know they exist, I'm sorry about that too.
I have much regret on how I left today, I didn't mean to leave you like this.
I would have suffered all of your pain and mine together if you would never have to cry again.
I wish I could have held you one last time i probably would have never let go knowing what I know now.
All the promises I made yesterday mean nothing today and I am sorry.
These apologies don't mean a thing to you I know, you would have forgave me if I just stayed.
I'm sorry I died today.
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Thoughts of a Phantom
PoetryA collection of short pieces created by me about my life. They are styled in a similar format as spoken word poems. Some of the topics are a reference to my own experiences while some are a tribute to others who never got to tell their own. Possible...
