Not a Perfect Tale

Chapter10: Adventure

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I'm just sitting here alone thinking what i did wrong. Thalia and Massimo wasn't talking to me since the day i got angry. Diba ako dapat yung galit? Diba ako dapat  yung hindi namamansin? I crossed my arms against my chest then sighed. I really hate them! Ugh! I feel betrayed.

That day in the woods i was very scared. Every evil creatures were there. The ugly sticky troll gave me nightmares and actually that troll's image still scares the hell out of me.

My brows furrowed when i saw a beautiful blue butterfly with black spots laying on the grass,unmoving. Is it already dead? Dahan-dahan ko siyang inilagay sa aking palad,mukang patay na nga...kawawa naman. I touch its wings. You're too beautiful, you deserve to live to make this garden even more enchanting.

Kailangan ba niya ng CPR? A mouth to mouth resuscitation? i gently blew at the butterfly's wings. I think it's a bad move i haven't brushed my teeth yet and i guess my breath smells awful knowin' that i just get up from a sleep. I waited for seconds when the butterfly finnaly flapped her wings slowly, she's alive! Iginaya ko ang aking kamay para malaya na siyang makalipad.

"Live beautiful butterfly..." i whispered. Masiglang ipinagaspas ng paru-paro ang kaniyang magandang pak-pak dumapo siya sa isang makulay na bulak-lak kaya mas lalo ako napangiti.

Matagumapay ngang napa labas ni Massimo ang aking kapangyarihan,pero hindi ko nagustuhan ang ginawa niyang paraan and i didn't like the fact that he uses my chum, he deceived Thalia to inflict pain to me,emotionally.

I almost had a heart attack when i saw those creepy creatures but luckily i was saved by the light that came out from my body.

I have learned that extreme emotions triggers the energy inside my body. Parang gusto nilang sakupin ang buo kong pagkatao noong una'y pinigilan ko pa iyon ngunit kalauna'y hinayaan ko nalang na lamunin ako ng enerhiya. Hinding-hindi ako nagsisi sa naging desisyon ko kasi iyon mismo ang nagligtas saakin sa kapahamakan. I accepted the power, i let it occupy my body and my soul. The blinding light that came out from my body killed those monsters, before they could even kill me they disappeared instantly because of the light.

Habang takot na takot ako'y nakita ko si Massimo even he's far i can see hesitation on his face, he's just holding back and that moment I asked why? He's hesistant to help me out?

He's just watching me from a far sitting at the top of the tree,pinapanood niya lang ako habang nilalamon na ako ng sobrang takot. I feel disappointed so i got angry at nasabi ko ang mga masasamang salita na hindi ko na napigilan ng dahil sa sobrang galit at pagkadismaya and I think it's the reason why he's angry at me? Did i hurt him too much? I shouldn't have said that...i didn't mean to be harsh. Nadala lang ako ng galit.

And also i asked Thalia to leave me alone. Three days have passed and still she's not talking to me,giving me the space that i wanted. But really, i don't. I don't like this kind of set-up. Teagan's also not talking to me,alam ko naman na nahihirapan siyang hindi ako pansinin at kausapin kaya minsan kinukulit ko siya. And his evil master didn't even bothered to take a single glance of me. It's not like i wanted his attention, but i just want to turn everything back into normal.

I stood up. I need to apologize. I hurt Massimo's feelings by tellin' him those mean things. It's still early so i guess tulog pa siya, pero malay mo diba magising siya. Umakyat ako sa hagdan upang magtungo sa harap ng silid ni Massimo.

I knocked three times, when no one answered pinihit ko na ang doorknob maswerte ako dahil hindi iyon naka lock kaya mabilis akong nakapasok. Dahan-dahan akong pumasok sa loob. Pigil hininga akong umupo sa isang upuan na katabi lang ng kaniyang kama,i leaned closer to take a good view of his face.