I never had a mother in my life ever cause my mother was a different cup of tea i tell you, she loves being in love "romantically" so she left me when i was 13 years old and i started living with Nari and Devanter so i never had a mother. Having a child is a beautiful thing but it is a huge job and since i never had a mother i didn't know how to be one or the perfect one, my child changed my life a whole lot i knew love by just looking at her and me still in love with D was hell, i mean we created life and our creation is perfect like it is meant to be to have him in my life, i love my baby so much she is my twin for real like she is half D and me. Family time is the hardest time to be together mostly when we go out and people say "you good together" or "best couple i have ever seen" . But i am a mother i am scared to make the wrong choice which will affect my baby, i have to be there when things go wrong and i always wanted the full family feeling for me and child. I want to be the best mother ever, but not having a mother or any women to help me with showing me the right things to do is hard i only have D and that is all Nari is not a mother and she knows nothing about motherhood. A smile from her in the morning reminds me of him but that causes love and i feel like she knows that i am in love with her father, i always wonder if i am the best mother or worst and that is not healthy at all and i want to be the one who motivates my baby. Me and Devanter we always said we will create the most wonderful baby ever and i was right he is the best father ever and their moments are the best and they sing to each other all the time and give each other "Kisses" so cute to watch and look at. They are funny together and they love making jokings and dancing all the time
Time fly by so fast i tell you cause it feels like she was still inside me and a year went by like that my little baby is going to turn a year old and i am so happy but sad but before her day my day is coming first. My day is on the 24th of May and hers on the 14th of June yes we are Gemini's and we are planing a family lunch on her birthday. On my birthday i have no plan up until Nari she is coming
"Yasir i have good news for you all you have to do is take a bath and i will handle the rest"
YOU ARE READING
Our love behind the door
RomanceLove story: some times we are meant to be and some times we need to learn how to let go " he is a dog they always run way but they always come back to home"
