Our love behind the door

if we were blind

Have you ever wondered if we were all blind would you know the love of your life i mean D said he was looking at me the whole night but imagine if he couldn't see would he still want a dance with me, i always think about it just being blind not seeing each but feeling each other now that is true love and with Devanter he only wants me when he can see my body and how beautiful i am but the are days he doesn't want me i mean let me show you while i was pregnant he was with another girl than they broke up when come to earth then we moved in together and out of no where he is dating Summer like Wow! Then a year later we start fucking for four months but he was living with me that was his chance to get me right......or i am crazy.
Any ways after the dance i went to the table and told Q into his ear that i am going to check on Pono than i made my move into the house and into the room that was mine but then gave it  to Pono, there she was sleeping so peacefully and guys i tell you my baby is so cute while sleeping and awake but sleeping she will take your breath away, my baby i can not imagine life without her i mean she keeps me warm at night and during the day ,she is my dance partner that is my baby for me.
While i was looking at her and relaxing Q came by to check if i am okay so i was sitting on a chair looking at pono and the are two chairs in that room written (Mommy and Daddy) so i was sitting on the mommy one and he set on the daddy one he just looked at me and he said nothing at all but wow so peacefully not to wake pono up and i just looked at him with a what look
Q: she is so beautiful, look at her so peaceful.
Me: thank you.
Q: what happend on the dance floor? i mean after that you were not fine.
Me: i just danced a lot that is all and this shoes are killing me so i just need to rest
Q: so should i take you home?
Me: No, i am sleeping here today next to Pono.
Q: are you sure?
Me: yes, i miss her any way so i want to cuddle her.
Q: okay well i am living walk me to my car.
Me: yeah sure
So we walked outside to his car and i looked so yummy i must say like this guy is perfect and he said he has or had a promblem of cheating either who doesn't i was also a cheating buddy so who am i to blame?
So he opened his door and i left nothing in his car than i gave him a hug and told him to call me when he gets home
Me: call me when you get home please call
Q: sure i will, you will be the first person i will call
Me: i better be
Then we started laughing and hugged for a long time then we said our goodbyes and let go of each other.
He started the car and left as i turn to face the front door Devanter was looking at us the time, like what is wrong with this guy.
So i got into the house and summer was there eating the cake then she said
Summer: so you sleeping here?
Me: yep.
Summer: what about Q is he sleeping here as well?
Me: Nope, he left.
Summer: well i must say that guy is hot and very handsome like WOW!
Me: thanks on his behalf
I walked up stairs and said good night while walking up stairs then as i turn to get into Pono's room someone pulled me and our lips were one then in between the kiss he says
Devanter: the whole night i want to do this and from the moment i saw you i wanted to do this and it feels good doing it.
I pushed him so hard then said
Me: summer is down stairs waiting for you to do that to her no me
Deventer: but......
Me: but nothing i am done being your toy, you only use when you feel it. NO I AM DONE
after saying that i got into Pono's room and prepare for bed than message popped up on my phone
( Yas i am proud of you well done for telling him that : Nari)
Felt good seeing that
Then i went to take a shower to remove the make - up and be ready to sleep
After that i put on one of Devanter T-shirt and i know it looks bad but i love wearing them they look good on me.
Then i pulled Pono close to me to sleep and cuddle and it was the best sleep ever just being with my mini me, dreams i tell you dreams.
In the morning a call woke me up and it was Q
Q: yas are you sleep if you are i am sorry, i will call later.
Me: yes i was sleeping but you can talk.
Q: well i am home safe and thank you for the party.
Me: happy to hear that.
Q: so what time should i come and pick you up?
Me: i think D is going to take us.
Q: what time should i come to pick you up?
Me: i do not know i will tell you when i am home.
Q: cool,see you later.
Me:cool.
Q: bye.
As i check for Pono next to me but she is not there and i am sure she is was sleeping next to me,
As i go down stairs the she is with her father making breakfast
Pono: Mommy( jumping on top of me) we are making breakfast
Me: i see baby ( smiling) were is summer?
Devanter: she went home.
Me: why?
Devanter: she is leaving today so she had to go home.
Me: okay
They made breakfast and i just looked at them, i must say he is the best father ever that job he is good at it very good.