tears of pain | u. salonga

VERY IMPORTANT / I'M REALLY SORRY

hey, fam! i hope you still read my books, despite of my hiatus. things just started to mess up my mind, and i can't even write anything.

sorry talaga :( i hope you understand! ang gulo lang kasi ng utak ko ngayon, story tuloy ni chelsea tsaka unique, malaya tsaka blaster and yung kay jules at unique hindi na natuloy. napapansin niyo din ba na ang papangit na ng mga updates ko? yes? comment kayo. kahit ano pa 'yan, tatanggapin ng isang amihan cordero 'yan.

i hope this problem would just disappear, but it doesn't. may araw na mas lumalala pa. pero, don't worry! kaya 'to ni amihan, kaya ko 'to. masyado lang kasi ata ako nagkukulong sa kwarto tapos hindi masyadong kumakausap ng tao kaya gumugulo isip ko, pero i'm serious, lumalala minsan, then aayos, lalala, aayos. this problem, magulo din siya. pati yung taong mahal ko na malayo sa akin, hindi ko narin makausap, pero siya din naman ang dahilan kung bakit i'm feeling good. pero mental breakdowns on the way, kaya nahihirapan din siya. i feel very sorry, and bad, nahihiya na nga ako sa kaniya eh. pati sainyo. lately ang drama ko na. i'm sorry. i am really, really sorry. wala rin akong ibang matakbuhan kundi ang panginoon, pero ang gusto ko talaga ngayon, isang mahigpit, at mainit na yakap. too much drama? i guess so, pero that's how i feel now, yesterday, the other day, and maybe on the following days. i need comforting talks, or kahit small chats lang. pero non of my friends seem to chat me kahit ako ang unang mag-approach. sayang, pero okay lang. ayokong mapagbuhusan ko sila ng kadramahan ko, at ng negativity ng nararamdaman ko. baka mapahiya lang ako, mas madadagdagan lang mental breakdowns ko.

i hope you really understand my situation, promise i will update. by the way, i have a new account! pero no books pa, hehe. it's a finn wolfhard account, stranger things account, IT account, basta. kung fan ka non, why not follow me?

eto po yung account! —> -finieee

thanks for spending your time on reading this, bubs. i love you so much and i am sorry, ulit. pero i promise i will update ngayon, hehe. love you, guys ulit :) dahil quarantine, you guys are the reason why i'm smiling. yung comments, the votes, the reads, i really appreciate it. it makes me feel better.

love and saying sorry ulit,
amihan ❤️