Hidden Fear pt1

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A/N: Missed me? Anyway enjoy!!

Amy's POV

"Lucas? Lucas? Lucas where are you?" by this I was terrified out of my mind I was at Lucas' place but he was not, so I decided to take a little tour to look for him.

"Mmm Lucas" I heard a voice say softly it was a girl!? You've got to be kidding me. I followed the sounds I was hearing until I reached another bedroom just a bit down the hall from Lucas' room. A guest room I'm guessing. I slowly opened the door just little bit enough to see what was taking place. To my horror it's was Khymm and Lucas kissing endlessly kissing like kissing kissing kissing kissing. No like seriously really kissing, like he was shirtless kissing in just boxers kissing and she was in a shorts and no bra.
Fuck is wrong with you Lucas screw her when I'm not here.

I stood at the door watching them and wondering if I was supposed to create a scene or not. I mean I can just go in there and join in on the fun or I can go in there and start telling and throwing things. Now that would be epic, and why would I join I'm so dumb I don't even like this girl and u haven't done one of those threesome things before and I don't want to start with a girl I don't like.

I made my decision to make a scene, I swong the door open and starred to yell. "Lucas what the fuck!? The least you could have done was fuck her while I wasn't here but no you waited until I fell asleep then invite her over? That's low fucking low even for you."  I laughed in my heart about my reaction I wasn't sure how to feel about this, I kept on telling dumb shit. Then I stopped.

"Are you done?" He asked not caring about my reaction.

"Hmmm" I walked over to him thinking "yeah I'm done" and kissed him on this cheek "carry on"

"Amy?"

"Hmm?"

"Are you ohkay with this?"

"Ofcourse not, but we both know what's going to go down after she leaves" I smiled at him because he knew too "I'm going home see you around"

I walked out of the room and closed the door behind me.
I found my car and sat in it crying. Why am I crying I placed a pretty good act back there even I started to believe it but I knew deep down I wasn't ohkay with it.
I was now crying really loud I was pissed, he isn't really mine but I'm pissed. I started hitting the dashboard and smashing my hands everywhere yelling "Bitch bitch bitch!!!" Like a damn crazy woman, I kept crying out, until I felt a familiar hand on me shoulders....

"Amy Amy Amy wake up"

What the hell?

"What?" I turned around to find my self laying on the bed beside Lucas he was trying to calm me down. I was sweating with tears running down my face.

"You hand another bad dream I'm guessing?"

"Yeah I did, it wasn't that bad though" I said sitting up.

"Want to tell me about it"

"No it's fine I'll be fine"

"Cut the shit and tell me"

I explained what happened, and I don't know how he felt about it. I mean it was his  whatever you want to call it.

"Amy?" He said breaking the silence.

"What?" Well there was no need for attitude but I don't care.

"You don't have to worry about that happening, I won't hurt you like that. "

"Promises?"

"Hmmm no" he said laughing "come here baby girl" He held me in his hands like a big baby. He could tell I wasn't ohkay, what he says next made me lighten a bit.

"You want ice cream?"

"Uhmm, yeah sure" I wasn't sure what I wanted but it was ice cream. He knows no matter how old I get I will forever love the sweet taste of ice cream.
Getting up he handed my phone someone was actually calling me.
False alarm it was just Jessica.

Jessica 10 missed calls 5 messages

I decided to not ignoreher and see what the fuss was about.

Jessica: Something happened here you're going to kill me.

Jessica: Answer me this is serious.

Jessica: Quit screwing and get your ass home!

Jessica: Amy I'm serious something terrible happened. Please call or text me.

U sat there thinking about what could possibly happen. Maybe she broke something? maybe she invited someone over? Maybe we got robbed? No way Mark is there. Maybe they-
I was brought back to reality when I was handed a small bowl of ice cream.
"What's wrong?" He asked sitting beside me.
Really hates when he asked me that because when I say I'm fine he says I'm not, and when I say what's wrong it doesn't end well. So I decided to ignore him and just eat my ice cream and reply to Jessica.

Me: I'm coming home at about 10 today. You can tell me whatever then.

Jessica: Ohkay hurry I have class at 11.

I started to watch some painting techniques on my phone, when Lucas decided to make my life difficult by bringing my art up.

"Planning to pick up back the brush?"

"No I don't know, I don't think so maybe"  I replied avoiding eye contact.

"I think you should its-" I cut him off...

"Don't try to encourage me because if I don't want to I won't" I tried not to yell, I don't know why he's so bent on me starting art again. Can't blame him, he along with everybody else in my life don't know why I stopped, even I don't know why I stopped.
I don't have to worry about him dropping it because he will.

I looked at the time and saw that it was just eight in the morning. I don't have classes today so I am going to go home and clean my room and stuff. If it's ohkay with Lucas I'll stay here another night I'll stay here as much as possible, I really don't want to give into the temptation of fucking Jessica.

"Hey what are you doing today?" I asked him leaning over on his lap.

"Eat, play games, eat, play games repeat" he answered

I laughed at his answer "Can you come home with me?"

"What why?" He asked

"I don't have class my room needs cleaning you're not doing anything so please come with me all you're going to is sit on my bed and play games or watch movies or whatever it is you do" I tried to beg in a sweet way, and I wasn't sure if it was working.

"Ohkay fine, what time you leaving?" Yes it worked

"Now. So let's go have a shower"

"Let's?"

"You don't want to that's fine"

"Shut the fuck up, I'll race you"

A/N: Thank you for reading my lovelies!! See that lonely start make it's day and turn it golden please, it's due a good cause........
Ohkay so the rest of the book will be Amy's POV only if that changes you guys will know. Until then it's all about Amy.
Think it will be ending in 30 Chapters.

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