Bae Friend

Surfaced Fears

A/N: Heeyyyy enjoyy!!?

All my life I have hated hospitals with all my heart, and to pass out and wake up in one wasn't exactly how I planned to spend my week off from school. I still had work and my boss was tired of me getting sick anyway I hope she doesn't fire me. At this point my worry should be how Lucas is going to react.

I heard two persons, yelling at each other. I managed to say something so that that know I'm awake, "Could you guys keep it down my head hurts" 

Lucas didn't even turn to look at me he just stood there with his back turned. I couldn't feel anything, I was just numb everywhere. My heart ached because he didn't bother to look at me, he was the one who brought me here and I wish I didn't have to be here.
The nurse was babbling about what happened to me and I wasn't listening until I heard Lucas apologizing?

"What are you sorry for?" I asked him...

"That I listened to you and not take you here sooner, I should have seen it"

"Seen what?"

"Weren't you listening? You're in bad shape. You have to stay the night"

My heart froze "I can't stay here" I started to cry "please don't make me stay here!" I begged and begged but it was no use I was staying.

Later that night I was all alone in that creepy room, not even a roomie. Just me and a bunch of stuff connected to me. I began to cry again. The last time I stayed over at an hospital I woke up in a childrens home, what if I wake up homeless in another country. I wiped my face and chuckled at my stupid statement, with that I rolled over to sleep I had nothing else to do.

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"Where the fuck am I!? Hello somebody let me out" I screamed pounding on door. After a couple of minutes no one answered me.
The room was clean to my surprise. The door was a bit old. I walked around the room collecting every little detail. The room looked familiar there were two baby cribs a pink and blue, and then I saw them. Two Albums on a table, the table had a little chair I sat around them and opened the pink album. The cover had read:
'Baby Danece
October 3, 1999'

"This my birthday"I thought to my self. Going through the book I found pictures of a baby girl, she didn't look healthy, when I saw one picture in particular I dropped the book, this baby was me, I have this picture at home.
My heart began to race, I felt the walls closing in on me I couldn't breathe I tried to call for help but no one would come.

A bright light flooded the room.

"Wake her up! Wake her up!" I heard a voice yell there was so much commotion going on people tapping me everywhere. I was really panicking I don't know what's happening. I got my thoughts together and yelled "STOP?"
Everyone and everything stopped moving, I found my self laying in the same bed in the hospital.
"I'm ohkay" I told the doctor and nurses standing over me "I just had a bad dream I'm fine"

I looked up to see Lucas looking at me, his face remained motionless as always. Everyone left the room leaving us both there. He had something in this hands I couldn't tell what it is so I asked hoping to avoid talking about anything.
"What's in your hand?"
He didn't respond, I hate when he's quiet he plans murders that way. I don't want to die.
Closing the door he walked over to me and removed the covers from off me.
"Baby no I'm cold" I told him

"I know"
He took off the dress they put me and gave the sweater that he had in his hand. He placed the covers back on me, and layed there beside me until I fell asleep.

I wake up the next morning, not seeing Lucas beside me but mumbling with my doctor. When they were finished he came to me.
"Good morning, you look like a mess"

"Good morning to you too, and I'm pretty sure I do"
Holding my head up so my eyes met his he kissed me "I have good news and bad news"

"Dear lord, bad news I'm gonna die good news I die in style" I tried so hard to lighten the mood and ofcourse I failed.

"Oh you're going to die, but I'm going to kill you, not today though" he paused walking away to pack up my things "You're going to stay with me for two weeks, you will not go to school or work. You have to stay there and eat. In the next two weeks you have to gain 5 pounds and look good with it. So basically your schedule is pretty much wake up, eat, sleep, eat, eat, gym. And you will be eating home cooked meals most of the time"

"Yikes ohkay and the good news?"

"You'll be staying with me" he threw a shorts at me and told me to wear it and keep the sweater on. Something about getting breakfast somewhere, I wasn't really focused, he was just so sexy it was hard not to look at him.

Two weeks went by like two months.
Going back to the doctor I didn't care I enjoyed my two weeks from outside. I didn't get fired and I didn't drop out of school, so I was okay.

Kassidy kept texting me asking if we weren't going to make it permanent and start dating and live together I didn't want that, I don't want to date Lucas. I just want to be able to be good friends and have sex whenever we feel like it. If we date I just feel it's going to ruin everything, I said the same thing about us having sex in the beginning and he said it would either make us or break us and it broke me. The feelings I have for Lucas are drifting I do everything in my heart's power to not fall in love with him I can't manage another Cameron all over again, so I'll break my own heart before I let him do it for me.

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Sorry if you come across any errors please ignore them. I have the chapters sitting on my phone I don't have the time to upload as often as I would like but atleast it's been done.