Preface
Our eyes met and I quickly looked away, his corny grin made me nervous, as to what was going to happen. He held my face gently in his hand, and held it up where my eyes met his, I was so drawn in his eyes I couldn't look away. Then I notice...
"I've had it Jess I can't do this anymore, my head hurts, I don't sleep I barely eat, I'm just lost in my thoughts. Wanting a guy that will never see him self with me. So remind me again why do I fucking bother, I allow my selft to get hurt and for what? A fake relationship? I think the fuck not." I paused in my ranting and looked at Kassidy "Why do I keep doing this to my self? Kass why?"
The room fell silent. No one spoke they just helped me pack. Yes I was leaving, leaving Lucas' house atleast I've been here too long I'm going home. If he needs to see me knows where to find me. I've been living here for months and I won't lie I enjoyed every moment of it. Yeah we had our differences but that was normal. I texted Kassidy and Jessica to come help me get my things it was liked I moved here all my school supplies were since it was really unnecessary to travel back and forth both houses.
"Amy?" Kassidy let out after what felt like decades of silence "I think you should go away"
"Excuse me?" I'm confused
"Take a while from work, don't start collage just yet but if you want to you can always start online-" I cut her off
"What are you getting at?"
"Leave town for a few days weeks even however long you need. Just to get away from everything for a while, maybe spend some time with your mom anything but sit here and complain about how your life sucks"
Jessica seemed to like this idea "Yeah if Mark is up for it go right ahead spend some time away"
"Ohkay I'll talk to Mark. I love you guys" I replied with a smile. It didn't make sense I tried to talk them out of it I needed the break and they know I did.
"GROUP HUG!!" Kassidy yelled
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Our mom lived 4 hours away from us. She was ohkay with us coming because she was the only one home our older siblings were all over the globe and Kyle who was a year older than us was away on some basketball camp.
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..... After 4 and a half hours of switching drivers stopping and all if that we were here. We're here and I'm nervous.
We pull up to a decent size house with two cars parked in the garage. The yard was probably bigger than the house itself. I stood in awe looking around, she had all this and gave us up? Unbelievable.
