16. Confessions

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Simple words.

Remember to use simple words.

Simple words to describe simple emotions.

But is love simple? Is it even what I feel? I doubt great romances have started in this fashion: with no courting dances, no knowing looks and laughs that try to hide fear and uncertainty. We should talk - in simple words. I like you - sure, sure.

Not look at the other and convey too many feelings. Not acknowledge the contradictory storms inside - do you feel the same? To some degree, sure. But do you feel the same? As if your mind is an ancient scripture I have learned by heart, trying in vain to translate the non-existing language, only for you to visit me in this life and patiently fill in the blanks - giving understanding to things that I already know, to words that have become second nature.

Because this cannot be love, only. Sure, it's at the centre, but this love can also be friendship. It can be a work-relationship (aren't we a wonderful team?)

Or a muse and an artist? (although you're more than a muse, a whole exhibition I simply copy onto papers and canvases, not very "artistic").

Or, really and silly, you are autumn, which I use as a blanket to hide from the rains and only enjoy the colourful maple leaves.

But I digress. And degrade. And fail too! - to use simplicity to communicate my thoughts.

But you see, whenever I used those simple words - raw and vulnerable - the only answer I heard was laughter. So I disguise my thoughts in these pretty metaphors - others will look and admire the 'big words', neither understanding nor condemning them. I hope you will patiently solve this puzzle and see something simple in it - and share it with me.

"See...? You're very human too".

"What a relief".

Cue my laughter.

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