Song for this chapter is Alternate Ending by Woods of Ypres.
This chapter would go as chapter 36, at Louis' suicide attempt.
**Harry's P.O.V**
"Louis! Please! Stop!" I yell. What was he doing? "I think I left my Nintendo switch at yours?" I continued, breathing heavily from where he had run to reach him. I really needed it. It had my favourite picture of Louis and I on it.
"It's in my dresser draw" Louis responded "It's in perfect condition don't worry."
I let out a sigh of relief.
"The house is unlocked" Louis continued, smiling awkwardly.
"Thanks your a life saver - I owe you one" I said to him. I feel like I should get him back to this side of the barrier, but I also know Louis doesn't do as he's told.
"Do you mind I'm kinda in the middle of something." Louis asked disrupting the awkward silence that had descended, as he nodded at the river below.
"Oh yeah sorry mate" I apologise, shaking my head and rolling my eyes at myself, before awkwardly waving goodbye turning towards my car
as Louis did something behind me.
It was silent for a second as I stood between my old mini and Louis mercedes.
"Louis!" I exclaimed, turning on around but found I found him nowhere in sight.
"Can I have your car?" I called to no one in particular. I took the splashing of the water below as a yes.
And looking through the window I saw the keys in the ignition.
"Wicked" I cheer as I jumped into the drivers seat.
I get to Louis' and it hits me what just happened. The love of my life had just killed himself. I ran into his house to tell his mum, but all I found was an empty house and a note on Louis' bed that read:
Dear Harry,
If you find this, I'm already gone. It's too late. I have no reason to live anymore. I'm nobody's problem anymore. When you find this, I will have already jumped into the river. By the place where we first met. You probably don't remember that though. We were only two. If it matters at all, there are some songs I wrote hidden in my drawer. They are probably worthless but I wrote my heart out to them. I hope someone gets some use out of them, even if it's just fire fuel.
Anyway. This note is quite long now.
Goodbye. I'm sorry.
Love you forever,
Louis
xxx
I rummaged around his draw, looking for his songs. After reading them all, I realised how much pain Louis was in. I understood why he had just done what he had done.
Because he had a lot of pain, and pain demands to be felt.
The end
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FanfictionLovers ripped at a young age finding each other in the place they both call home. They can finally start their fairy-tale. However, their love is almost ripped from them again. Because that's the thing about pain. It demands to be felt.
