DILEMMA

Chapter 27

I open my eyes slowly and steady and realize I'm not in the room I slept Into last night. Not with this again...

I sit up meticulously as I stare around the ambiance, it's a dark and dime room and Only the light from the window reflecting in the room. The room only has a bed I'm laying on in the center and nothing else. I stand up and continue to stare around only to see a door. Am I having another nightmare?

I'm so perplexed and dumbfounded all at once. I walk towards the door and meticulously open it only to find out it doesn't open. I continue twisting and turning the doorknob but it still doesn't open. I'm tremendously nonplussed as I continue to thrust and twist the doorknob hoping it might open.

Suddenly, an unknown shout begins to unfold from my mouth, "help help help help!" I constantly scream as I begin to bang the door, tears forming in my eyes and my entire body warming up from emotions.

Suddenly, I begin hearing two voices, one for a female and another for a man. They both begin arguing and I hear a bit of there arguing, "she's my daughter and I won't let you do this!" The female's voice is heard and the male responds, "I'll do whatever I want to her!"

I move away from the locked door and lean against the door then slide my body to the floor as I continue to cry tremendously. I put my knees in my chest as I whisper, "where am I?"

The two voices continue to argue and I cover my ears not wanting to hear there conversation and I close my eyes as well as I scream loudly, aggressively and frustratedly.

I open my eyes again and magically I'm not in that dark and dime room. I'm in a pink colorful room, the room I once dreamt about, ooh no I'm in that room in the cabin, the cabin me and Jake Miller broke into. I'm so perplexed and frustrated, what's happening to me? What sort of nightmare is this?

I'm sitting on the cold floor and I slowly get up and wipe dirt off my jean because it's grimly. I walk towards the door, no I shouldn't walk towards the door or I might meet that psychotic scientist who experimented on me. I turn and walk towards the pink bed filled with little colorful dolls. I sit at the edge as I release breaths, hot angry breaths.

My bedroom door opens and it startles me, I flinch from fear as I stare at the door to see mom. She's looking very different and she's looking very young. Her hair is way shorter than usual and her face seems pretty young not like the one I remember.

She's wearing a purple short dress but not to short just above her knees she's looking anxious and nervous, she walks towards me as she gazes me nonstop. She sits next to me as she continues to tremble nonstop. What sort of dream am I having today?

She clasps my hands tightly and gazed at me, "honey baby I'm so sorry...." her voice cracks as she ends her sentence. I stare back literally puzzled, "mom what are you talking about?" I skeptically ask her as I grasp her hands back way tighter.

"I'm sorry this is happening to you, I promised you that I'd stop it sooner. I promised that I'd save you from all this misery....I—I will...." she exclaims as her eyes begin to Water no sooner she began crying heavily. I'm not understanding her at the moment, she's confusing me and all I wanna do her to begin explaining to me but she's not.

"All I wanna do is save you but I don't know how... I just don't want you to grow up and hurt yourself or hurt everyone around you...." she's tremendously crying and her voice cracks.

Why would I hurt myself or everyone around me? I'm livid and furious at her, she's confusing me and I hate the state I'm in at the moment...

"What are you talking about mom?!" I screech as I bite my teeth angrily and belligerently. She stares at me stunned by my behavior and blinks a couple of times.