The Cowboy that saved me.

Part 9

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I finally got to the graveyard after I calmed down about Luke.

Luke is bringing up feelings I haven't felt since mark and even some that ice never felt before and it's freaking me out a little bit.

I feel like one of those stalker girls always coming to Mark's grave when things get confusing. I mean shouldn't I be over him already and not over here drowning in my own pool of misery. I should be with my friends, going to party's, hook up with hot guys. who knows what else. But here I am. Being a loser at my dead boyfriend's grave.

As soon as I thought that last thing, a wave of nausea hit me like a tsunami. I had to run to the other side of the graveyard and then I puked my guts out. Why did I wait to get across the field you ask. Jeez people, I may be sarcastic but I'm not THAT disrespectful. Despite what certain people think. I slowly made my way back to mark and froze when I saw his mom standing there. She looked up at me, looking startled. Before she could say something I ran off, headed to my house. The thing is... After Mark died, I haven't spoken one word to his family, which is probably a bad thing, cause I loved them and they loved me. I just felt that if I talked to them it would make moving on just 100 times worse than it already was... and it was really bad already.

I was almost to my house when I had to puke again. I about fell on my face... into the puke. may I add, when I hear a truck pull over close to me. Well crap!!!

It's Luke.... An he's seeing me puke my guts up!!

What is wrong with you Lisa!! I mentally yelled to myself.

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I'm sorry these chapters are so stinking short. I'm Ganna try to make them longer from now on !!!
Thanks you guys soooo much for reading this!!! I love you! even if I sound like a weirdo, I really don't care:)
-Lexi_k99