~MY GANG~

~P A R T 8~

~NICOLE'S POV~

We all had to get up early today because we were expecting them at 8 am. I got up around 7 and Porter and Kam were already up and ready of course.

I wore this^^

Payton wore this^^

We all met in the lounge waiting for them. The clock turned 8 and there was a knock. We all went to the main floor. Porter and Kam opened the double doors and you saw all of them standing there. 

Porter: "Can they come in miss?" he asked me.

"Miss?" someone said.

I cocked my head a bit. I walked over to them slowly and with the bitchiest look.

Nicole: "What was that?" I said scanning for the person.

Josh: "Nessa, we talked about this." he said whispering.

I looked at her and stepped up to her. I looked her up and down and rolled my eyes.

Payton: "Nicole, don't." he said.

 I put on a smirk and looked up and down at her again. 

Nicole: "Waist of my time." I said smirking and walking away. 

She looked terrified which made me pissed. But we'll get to that. We finally sat down in the lounge and I went over everything.

Nicole: "Our gang is going to be called poison." I said breaking the silence.

Nicole: "Everyone has to have a tattoo on their collar bone that says poison. Or you're out. We have our cars and you all have the choice to pick what you want. We have provided your weapons based off of your skill. I am of course going to be the leader. Do not talk to me unless I tolerate you. No altercation with another gang member. We train everyday." I explained with an intimidating tone.

Nicole: "Now, this is your one time to ask questions." I said waiting.

No reply.

Nicole: "Good, we train tomorrow at 7 am." I said walking to the elevator. 

"Uh, excuse me?" someone asked.

I stop and turn around.

"Were will we sleep?" she asked.

"Kam, will you please show everyone their room?" I asked walking into the elevator.

Kam: "Of course, miss." he said standing up up.

~12:00 pm~

I was watching netflix in my room when I heard a knock on the door. They came in.

Payton: "I was going to talk to you later about this but it's pissing me off now." he said.

I sat up and looked at him.

Nicole: "Go on." I replied.

He let out a deep sigh and got really close to me.

Payton: "Look, I know things have been hard and everything is different now. And that you don't care about anyone. But why would you make the no altercation rule or whatever? It's fucked up especially of what we've been doing! And you know damn well that I care about so much and you show no love unless I give you what you want!! IT'S SO FUCKING STUPID! I'M TIRED OF BEING IGNORED! AND I WANT YOU SO FUCKING BAD!! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?!!" he yelled.

I genuinely felt bad. I cared about him so much but I hate to show it. I could tell he was upset and that he was serious. I wanted to cry. I just looked at him in sorrow and he noticed. His face went from angry to hurt, to sorry.

Payton: "Nicole i'm so-" I cut him off.

I pulled him into a tight and hurt hug. He didn't hug back until he realized what just happened. We stayed there for a moment till I broke the silence.

Nicole: "I'm so sorry, Payton." I said with a sad tone.

Nicole: "I never meant to hurt you. I want you too and I do notice that you do too. I care about you more than anything. You're the last person that i'd want to hurt. I'm trying to figure everything out, and I'm not asking for you to wait for me. Just know that you mean a lot to me. But for now, no altercation. We need to be focused for now." I said upset.

I saw how much that hurt him. But we needed to focus and I honestly don't blame him if he goes for another one of the gang members. He nodded and gave me a forehead kiss, and walked out the door. I honestly as super upset but I didn't want to show it. I decided to get back an dbed and try not to think of it. I watched netflix and disney+ until I got bored. I decided to get up and change since we didn't have anything the rest of the night.

I took off my makeup and put my hair up in a loose messy bun. I went downstairs to go get water and because I ordered food. I saw Payton and Avani laughing and I got jealous but I brushed it off and grabbed my water and food and went back to my room. I ate and took a shower and watched movies again. I began to replay the memories from earlier. I got upset and didn't even realize that I was crying. I fell asleep soon after and dreamt about him.