~NICOLE'S POV~
I went down the stairs in disbelief. After everything he actually thought that I would do that to him. I mean I fucked people before we got together but that's a whole different thing. God forbid he was the first person I ever said I love you to. And you still wonder why i'm a bitch. Whatever, this whole relationship was toxic anyway.
Porter: "Miss are you alright?" he asked concerned.
Nicole: "FUCK!" I yelled and ran back up the stairs.
I stormed through the house to try and find Payton. He was in his room and I kicked down the door and he was sat on the bed crying.
Nicole: "Why the fuck are you crying?! Aw, did Josh scare you?" I asked treating him like a child.
Payton: "Nicole i'm so sorry." he said apologetic.
Nicole: "You're sorry? That's all I ever hear from you! Like what the fuck is your problem?! You are such a bitch and I deserve so much fucking better!" I yelled in his face.
He was shaking and crying but I laughed at it. It sourta slipped out but i'm glad I did.
Nicole: "I'm sorry I didn't mean to laugh at someone this pathetic." I said and laughed again.
Payton: "Pathetic?" he asked getting angry.
Payton: "You call me pathetic?!" he yelled.
He stood up to me but I wasn't afraid of him.
Nicole: "I didn't fucking stutter did I?" I asked rhetorically.
Nicole: "Your never gonna trust me are you? You know what, we're done." I said and slammed the door behind me.
I went to my room slowly and shut the door. I slid down the door slowly as the tears began to fall. I fell into an uncontrollable sob that I had to tightly cover my mouth. He made me feel like shit and I was so over it. He had no reason to not trust me like wtf is his problem. I went to the bathroom and shut the door. I turned on the shower and sink so i could scream. I screamed and cried and the water masked the sound. After awhile, I began to feel sick. I hardly ever cry and when I do, I usually throw up after it. And that's exactly what happened. In the toilet of course. I then finished and had to breathe for a second when I heard someone knock at me door.
Mads: "Nicole, darling are you alright?" she asked in a woresum tone.
Nicole: "Fantastic thanks." I said, hiding my raspy voice.
Mads: "I'm coming in." she said and opened the door.
Mads: "Nicole?" she repeated walking around my giant room. The bathroom was in the far right corner so she saw the light beaming through the edges of the cracked door.
Mads: "Nicole are you o-"
She saw me slumped against the wall out of breathe.
Mads: "Jesus Christ Nicole are you alright?" she asked running to me.
Nicole: "I'm fine, it happens all the time." I tried to convince her.
Mads: "BS what happened." she asked not believing anything.
Nicole: "Nothing just drop it." I said standing up slowly.
She gave me the look so I sighed and gave in.
Nicole: "Me and Payton are over, we broke up over 30 minutes ago." I said, acting like it's not a big deal.
She gasped and threw her hands over her mouth.
Mads: "Oh no hunny are you okay?" she said, wrapping me into a hug.
I began to sob again so I swarmed my arms around her. I cried into her shoulder as she held me tighter.
Nicole: "He accused me of cheating on him with Josh. And all we did was play the piano together. And I shouldn't even be crying but I feel like I have nothing else to do." I said in between sobs.
Mads: "He's a dick, he has no right to think that about you." she exclaimed.
Mads: "I think that maybe you should stay away from guys, even though we do live in a house with them." she said sighing at the end.
Nicole: "You're probably right, or maybe I should fuck Josh and send it Payton." I said laughing at the end.
Mads: "That works too." she said laughing.
TBC...
