~MY GANG~

~P A R T 28~

~NICOLE'S POV~

I looked down. Wondering where I should start.

Nicole: "It's almost like your watching a movie of your life. You can see what's going on but you can't speak or move. Neither physically or in the state you're in." I said slowly.

They all were sitting there patiently with no sound. Almost not a single breathe was being inhaled.

Nicole: "Nevermind." I said and didn't talk.

Chase: "I hate to ask but can you continue? I've always wanted to know about it." he said.

I took a breathe and continued.

Nicole: "It's not even the fact that I don't want to tell you. It's almost impossible to explain." I said looking at my hands.

Nicole: "Okay, picture this. Imagine you're in a dream. You know what's happening even though you don't know how to control it. You can't move your body or even think to try it. It's funny because, you can hear but you can't see. You can think to try and move and show any sign of activity, but nothing." I finished slowly.

Nicole: "And not only that. And I don't know if it was just me, but. I got flashbacks and I relived everything that I vividly know. I don't know, i'm crazy." I said laughing a bit and going upstairs.

When I got upstairs I got a text from Porter saying that we have a mission tomorrow night against another gang. I wrote it down and got into the shower. I got out and got ready for the first time in 6 months.

I straightened my hair and made an appointment to get a tattoo and a nail appointment since my nails have been all grown out. I made a appoint for all the girls to get a tattoo and nails done too so I put my shoes on and headed downstairs. 

Nicole: "C'mon girls, we're going out." I said grabbing my keys and walking out. The girls followed and they had no idea where we were going.

Avani: "Bae, where are we going?" she asked.

Nicole: "You'll see." I said with a grin and drove faster.

When we pulled up they all got excited that it was a tattoo shop.