~NICOLE'S POV~
Six months. I was in a coma for six months. It's so real. Almost too real.
~NICOLE'S DREAM~
"LET GO OF ME!"
"STOP IT!!"
"PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO"
Hickies on my neck. Bruises on my ribs. And red marks on my thighs and face. It was unbearable. It wasn't real. At least I tried to convince myself that it was just some twisted dream. But it wasn't. It was so real. They said that I was incapable of having my own children. I was 14. Wanting kids was a dream of mine. My own. I have heard stories and watched movies on this cruel subject. It made me sick to my stomach thinking of it. Why me?
~NICOLE'S FLASHBACKS~
"Mom?"
"MOM"
"SOMEBODY HELP ME!"
"No no no please don't go"
Age 10
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"Aubrey?"
"Wait-what are you doing with her?"
"LET HER GO!"
"THAT'S MY SISTER WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"
"LEAVE HER ALONE!"
"NICOLE HELP!"
"Honey it's okay, she'll be home soon."
"Where is she going?"
Age 12
~NICOLE'S POV~
I was clenching the bed sheets so hard my fingers should have fallen off. Tears were consuming my body. I threw my head side to side repeating NO and IT'S NOT REAL. I couldn't hear nor see anything. I was mentally ready, just not my body. I tried to scream. But my mouth wouldn't open. I was still the whole time.
~PAYTON'S POV~
It's been six whole months since the incident. I miss her more than anything. And everything went to shit after. I stopped eating. Drinking. Socializing. I thought she was dead. She was. Even though she was lifeless, she was still tense. Like she couldn't ever relax. This happened in her sleep too. She always laid there so stiff and straight. Like she was being watched or was so angry. I visited her every day and didn't miss one. Even if I was throwing up because of my hunger. I still had to see her.
I was sitting in my chair next to her, holding her hand of course. And there was a line of chairs on my side and on the other side of the bed. The whole room was filled with flowers and get well soon balloons. Her dad's gang came to see her too every once in a while. But Tayler, Me, Anthony, Bryce, Avani, Mads, Chase, Nick, Jaden, and Josh all came to see her the most often. And then Kio, Nessa, and Avalon came to see her.
And everytime one of us left, we always gave her something. Avani always kissed her on the cheek and smiled a bit while letting a teardrop. Tayler always gave her a white rose at the end before he left the hospital. Nick always did this simple hand shake with her hand. Bryce and Anthony always wrote her a note everyday and at the end Bryce put "party hard kid" and Anthony always put "I wanna hug beb". And of course I gave her a kiss on the hand and forehead because she always loved them.
~NICOLE'S POV~
C'mon Nicole wake tf up. Even though I enjoyed this. It was peaceful. Calming of you wish. But I can't take it any longer.
~PAYTON'S POV~
Okay Nicole. You can do this. You're so strong just fight this one last time. I miss you more than ever now. I can't sleep without you. Neither can the rest of us. Especially me and Porter. So please baby. Come back to me.
*Nicole gasps loudly and opens her eyes*
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