I was woken up around 10 am by Mads calling my name.
Mads: "Nicole? Nicole?" she repeated.
I groaned and turned the other way.
Mads: "Nicole, you've been crying all morning and in your sleep." she explained.
Nicole: "No I haven't." I argued.
Mads: "Go look." she referred to the mirror.
I got up and looked at myself. My eyes were puffy, swollen. I didn't really care. My appearance was the last thing I worried about.
Mads: "Are you okay?" she asked concerned.
I shrugged my shoulders and went to the bathroom. I showered and changed.
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I left my hair down, put on my glasses, and didn't apply makeup. I walked out and decided to take some me time. I grabbed my keys and didn't speak to anyone. I decided to just take my tesla and I walked out the door. I grabbed starbucks and made tik toks. I was so mentally drained from everything. Everything seemed to shake me even more. I didn't even think about anything. It was like I couldn't control anything.
~AT HOME~
I needed my best friends. So I called Tayler, Bryce, and Anthony to come drive with me. They ran out with smiles on their faces. It put one on me too.
Bryce: "Hey kid." he said hugging me.
That was his nickname for me. Anthony called me luv. And Tayler called me bebe.
Anthony: "Hey luvbug." he said kissing my cheek.
Tayler: "What up bebe." he said smiling.
Nicole: "Hey boys." I said with a small smile.
Anthony: "Alright, where we goin?" he asked.
Nicole: "Shit, wherever." I said backing out.
Bryce: "I have an idea." he answered.
Tayler: "Wassup?" he asked.
Bryce: "We are all going to go on a date." he said with a smile.
Bryce: "Like all of us go to dinner." he added.
Tayler: "Lowkey sounds fun." he said.
Anthony: "Bet." he said putting his seatbelt.
Bryce: "Nicole?" he asked.
Nicole: "Let's hit it." I said driving off.
We went to a cute diner and we laughed and they made me feel way better. I was glad to call them my best friends. Yes. Bestfriends.
~BACK HOME~
We pulled in laughing but I was sooo tired. I was falling asleep.