Love, Hate, Everything.

Chapter 13

I am grateful for the love he gave, knowing that the special desire would not be my love for him. The day and a witness came to the world for a time when our hearts were not permanently bound as they were seeking. It deliberately is justified, but people are lucky if he finds out for him.

I opened the letter that he had been to him before he returned to Welchdale.

I knew my love was not as long as I was, first to the end, I had things to do with something and to call on my desires.

There was no comparison, not an underlying lust but the love you seemed like moon appeared in the morning. In a time when the understanding and love of only the remainder was more clear, the envy that left my bosom wanted to leave my anguish for him.

On Saturday afternoon, I got up to the coffee shop to spend time with Birkett. He will be going to leave Welchdale after we graduated. I still can't believe the speed of the season, I'll soon graduate.

His phone beeps, ''Hold on. It's Sab I need to pick her up.''

Noah says as he answers her call. I just watched him as he walked away.

After an arduous, and a little petrified considering that I'm smitten with Drayden.

''Maybe you need to chill out!'' Suzy stated as she tries to convince me to feel elated. I know I'm worn out.

''Okay, maybe I'll go on a shopping spree.''

''But Hale isn't available to go along with.'' She shrugged her shoulders. She helps me bake the cookies at night. Because the boys weren't around, my brother Hale is supposed to stay overnight with the music camp.

My brother Jeffrey is having a duvet day but I tried to pull his hand to take him away from his bed.

''What's that smell in your car?'' I say.

''The raspberry.''

''Have you change the scent?''

'Uh, uh.'' He gives me a nod.

''Uhm, before we go to the shopping mall we need to pick up Suzy at their house,'' I replied.

He let out a deep breath, without saying a word. His forehead crinkled.

''I am planning moving out with Drayden,'' I say.

"What?'' He gazed at the rearview mirror, sounded furious.

''Yea, we'll be living downtown.''

''Is that five miles from here? I don't know if he would agree to move you out of miles away.''

I know whom he talks about. It's Miles.

I was standing that night in front of Miles's door a week after Drayden left to Tiny Bisbee with his uncle. His husband wasn't there but their babies are sleeping.

Miles isn't expecting me to visit him. He gets me inside.

''I hope Hale already told you about me moving out next summer,'' I muttered.

He pours the water from the pitcher.

''I know Mom says that as your brother should take care of you after the car crash. It's hard for us to have no parents and to manage all sorts of kinds of stuff. And now our little sister plans to move out.''

''Drayden is such a good and responsible guy,'' I mumbled.

''Yeah, everyone knows that.'' He replies.

''Sometimes we establish our choice just to make others people happy, but does the choice we ultimately need to stand up for those decisions.'' He said without throwing a glance.