Y/n pov
"Y/n if you don't want to play you dont have to." Finn says.
"No I dont want to ruin the fun." I say.
Millie and Noah come out they dont look like they did anything at all,
Noah sits next to me.
"Did you guys do anything?" Gaten asks.
"No, I'm not interested in Millie." Noah says.
I can tell he wanted to me hear him.
"Millie maybe we shouldnt play anymore." Finn says.
"Why everyone hasn't gotten a turn." Sadie answers.
"The phone said Finn and Y/n." Millie says.
"Get in their!" Jack laughs.I look at Finn and we go into the closet, he closes the door.
"Im starting the timer now!" Millie yells.
I look down and try not to look at Finn
"I can tell when your nervous." He says.
I look up at him,
"I'm sorry it's just I'm not used to doing things." I say.
"You dont have to say sorry, and you dont have to do anything, but what do you mean?" He asks."I've never told anyone this-" I say.
He starts to listen to me more.
"When my dad got into a car accident, I was at my boyfriend's house. But I wasn't there having fun or anything. He was trying to make me to sleep with him and I got away, but I've been scared ever since to have sex or do anything." I hold in my tears.
"When my girlfriend was trying to sleep with Jack she took videos of her trying to get onto him, it was all over social media, everyone knew my personal business and left these comments that made me think differently about myself, and I thought this is love, so I told myself I'd never love again." He says.
"I'm sorry you lost ur dad, and what your ex did to you." He says.
I look up at him and I see his pain in his eyes.
"I'm sorry about what happened to you too." I say.
He looked down and I gave him a hug.
He hugs me tight for a while.
I let go and we look at eachother.
"You know it's only been two minutes." Finn giggles.
"Fuck really?" I laugh.
"Yeah, but you know I trust you, and I love hanging out with you." He smiles.
"I feel the same way." I say.
"Oh I wanna tell you something but dont be embarrassed." He laughs.
"What?" I ask.
"You know that day we took acid." He says.
"How could I forget." I laugh.
"Well I do remember what happened." He says.
"Shit what did I do?" I giggle.
"You fell asleep on the floor." He laughs.
"Is that it." I chuckle.
"Then I carried you to bed, then you kissed me." He smiles.
"What! I'm sorry you must have been shocked." I rub my neck.
"I was but it's okay we were intoxicated." He laughs.
We laugh for a while.."I dont want to bring it up again but I just want to know, are you a virgin, you dont need to answer if you dont want to." Finn says.
"Its okay, but I am." I say.
"I am too." He says.
"Wait really?" I ask.
"I know people always think I'm not a virgin but I am." He says.
"Why haven't you ever lost it?" I ask.
"I've been waiting for the right person." He says.
The rest of the minutes pass and Millie opens the closet.
"Aww did you guys not kiss?" Sadie sighs.
"No, were just good friends." Finn says.We stop playing and we put pjs on, I go into a room with Sadie and Millie to change.
"Y/n?" Sadie asks.
"Yeah?" I say.
"This whole time Sadie and I have been trying to see if you liked Finn but I guess you don't." Millie says.
"Thats why you've been putting me and Finn together all night." I yell.
"Yeah all a plan." They admit.
"Its whatever." I say.
I change into my fuzzy pj pants and spaghetti strap
We go to the couches and Finn, Jack, Noah, and I volunteer to sleep on the floor since we all dont fit.We put layers of blankets on the floor so the floor won't be so hard and I use a huge long pillow with a big blanket.
"Damn I forgot to bring a pillow." Noah says.
Noah let me use his towel so I decided to share the pillow since it was already big.
"Here we can share." I slide it down so we each had the ends of it to put our heads onto.
"Thank you your the best." Noah puts his head down and closes his eyes.
I look over and everyone already fell asleep, except for us sleeping on the floor.
I turn over and see Finn wide awake.
"You would be at the cafe right now huh?" I ask.
"Yeah I'm usually up right now." He says."Wanna do something?" I ask.
"Like what?" He asks.
"Got any weed?" I ask.
"Its in my dorm." He says.
"Let's get it." I say.
"I like your thinking." He says.
"But let's wait for everyone to be deep asleep, you know Millie and Sadie were trying to see if we liked eachother today." I smiled.
"I knew something was up." He laughs
After awhile we snuck out and went to his dorm room,
"We should smoke here I dont want to make Sadie's dorm smell." He says.
"Yeah true." I say.
He rolls two blunts and hands me one.
"You got a lighter?" I ask.
"Duh." He laughs.
He lights the blunt for me and I cough a little.
He laughd at me and lights his.
"Its been a while since I last smoked." I giggle.
Finn just kept smoking and taking deep hits."You do this a lot dont you?" I ask.
"Sometimes its amazing being high." He laughs.
"You try taking a really deep inhale." He dares me.
I try and cough a lot,
He laughs at me and gives me water.
"Thanks." I say.
"We should do this more often." He says.
"Yeahh." I say drinking water.
We smoke for a while and my eyes felt really heavy, my throat was so dry, and I couldn't focus on anything.
"We should head back now." Finn says
He was high too,
"Yeah let's go." I say.
As we were walking back we had a lot of distractions,
"Look at the moon it's so big." He says.
We stood their looking for like 3 mins.
"Come on Finn we need to go!" I yell.
"Fineeee." He sighs.
We get to the door and I quietly tried to open the door,
"Shhhhh." Finn says.
"I'm trying." I whisper.
But when I opened the door all the way it made a huge noise,
"Fuck." Finn whispers.
I close the door quickly then the lights come on, everyone was their looking worried."Where did you guys go?" Caleb asks.
"We needed some fresh air." Finn says
"We were worried." Millie says.
"Well were back now." I say.
"What's that smell?" Sadie asks.
"Marijuana!" Jack yells.
"Are you guys high?" Noah asks.
Finn and I look at eachother,
"No." We both say and laugh.
"What's so funny?" Millie asks.
"Nothing!" We say.
Jack came closer to us,
"Their high." He confirmed.
"Let's just go to sleep." Gaten says.
"Yeah their fine." Caleb says.
Everyone lays back down,
"Are they upset?" I whispered to Finn
"I dont really think they care." He says
We layed down and Finn fell asleep.
I couldn't really sleep so I was up for a while. Then I turned over facing Noah, he was awake too.
"Cant sleep?" He asks.
"Nope." I giggle.
"Me too, you and Finn are becoming good friends huh?" He asks.
"Yeah." I say.
"That's good, I'm really cold though." He says.
"Do you want to share this huge blanket I have?" I asked.
"But we would have to get closer." He says.
"I dont mind." I laugh.
"Okay sure." He says.He came closer and we shared the blanket, he fell asleep and I turned facing Finn again. Then I felt Noah's hand around my waist, I didn't know what to do, he was asleep.
I just let his hand rest their and I fell asleep.
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